Mar 20, 2006 01:29
I'm finding it practically impossible to not fall in love with an 'idea' when I can see that 'idea' so clearly working out in my mind. I want it so bad it's breakin' my heart. I'm starting to miss him so much that it physically hurts. T-Minus 38 days. I don't know how much longer I could go if it were more than that. God, please keep him safe and let this work out how it should, which is HOPEFULLY the way that I want it to be.. As selfish as that sounds. I feel like this is something I really need. 38 days better go by fast.
PS. That was the best letter I've ever gotten in my ENTIRE life. It's what keeps me going.