SpRiNg FeVeR
A little something from this thing I had to read for my Communications class I found it quite interesting ....
"What sex gives you momentarily is the total self abandonment of yourself, then you are back again with your turmoil, so you want a repitition over and over again of that state in which there is no worry, no problem, no self."
This use to fit me so well until someone opened my eyes and made me realize that theres more out there for me .... who woulda guessed there could actually be pleasure out there ... wow? I miss him so much .... I hate being here now ... but hopefully soon I'll get to see him again .... its strange when you just have a connection with someone ...I never seen it comin thats for sure lol So I officially dont have a type that I go for im all over the board now .... but I think I finally got something right this time ... hopefully anyways! Anyways since I've been back ive been trying to keep myself busy so I don't have to think about things so much .. i started coachin softball ...its going good we have a really good team for the most part our first game is in like two weeks wish me *luck* ...ive been workin but that sucks too .... me and the girls went out the other night ....tryin to have a good time but some punk had to drop my camera and he broke it ... i was pissed so everyone kept buying me shots tryin to make up for it and it just made me more pissed ... lol but being the genius i am i fixed it so its all good now i'll put up the pics ... Im going to the Kenny Chesney concert tomorrow ... get to wear my cowboy hat ... I can't wait lol it better be good ...I get to find out what Mir and my sister are having can't wait to find out ... Im gonna be an Aunt again twice in like 11 days apart thats insane if you people would stop humpin ... JESUS lol Im excited but im kinda sad too ... I never see my friend now as it is then shes gonna have the baby and im never gonna get to go out .... im sad ... Mir i was thinking about it today and if I was to move just hypothetically speaking I would probably see you as much then as I do now and that is really sad.... anyways Im happy for you and I want TO GO WITH YOU ... Im always left out of everything im starting to get sad.... anyways I think I've went on enough i got too many things on my mind that I really can't be spillin on here so Im gonna go ......
Me and the girls at my work ... its sad we go out to our own work ...this was pre West Side ....hey girls need to eat .... look Kracker I have WATER....punk
the girls at megans house..... Melinda on the left meg on the right
Me and Megs ....
