what a day...what a FUCKING day
If I had a list of days in my life that just completely SUCKED...today would be almost definately number one on my list... you know? it really hurts when people talk about you behind your back.. it really will make you feel like shit..especially when you think those people are your friends. Then it doesnt help when you drop your phone and the INSIDE of the screen cracks and you can see anything...thats the second phone in less than a year ive had eiher get stolen or broken! and now I have to tell dad and hes going to go completely INSANE..so if no one hears from me for a while..start making funeral arrangements for me okay?
So then, to make matters worse... my mom and I got into it on the way home tonight. She was all like whats wrong with you? and I just told her I was having a bad day.
So she goes "well you just need to go find you a place where you can relax and be happy"
and I told her that Im not really happy anywhere except when Im back in blountsville... and i wasnt trying to make her mad or anything. I just made a simple statement and she was like "well youre just gonna have to get over that. Youre not moving back." and i asked her why not and she started yelling at me and goes "because youre MY daughter and youre going to live at home wih me your last year in highschool"
So i thought to myself.."so youd rather me have a shitty last year of highschool than go be happy and be with people i care about??" but so yeah we really got into it and i was like just leave me alone.. and she got pissed and was like "darci, im trying to be sympathetic but i can only be sympathetic to a point. If you wanted a pitty party then you came to the wrong place" so I just told her that i wasnt lookin for a pitty party. I didnt even want to talk about it and that she started it.
God she made me so mad...i just need to get away from it all.. But noooo theres no way for me to fucking do that cause they wont let me have my god damned car!!
So then, to make matters worse... my mom and I got into it on the way home tonight. She was all like whats wrong with you? and I just told her I was having a bad day.
So she goes "well you just need to go find you a place where you can relax and be happy"
and I told her that Im not really happy anywhere except when Im back in blountsville... and i wasnt trying to make her mad or anything. I just made a simple statement and she was like "well youre just gonna have to get over that. Youre not moving back." and i asked her why not and she started yelling at me and goes "because youre MY daughter and youre going to live at home wih me your last year in highschool"
So i thought to myself.."so youd rather me have a shitty last year of highschool than go be happy and be with people i care about??" but so yeah we really got into it and i was like just leave me alone.. and she got pissed and was like "darci, im trying to be sympathetic but i can only be sympathetic to a point. If you wanted a pitty party then you came to the wrong place" so I just told her that i wasnt lookin for a pitty party. I didnt even want to talk about it and that she started it.
God she made me so mad...i just need to get away from it all.. But noooo theres no way for me to fucking do that cause they wont let me have my god damned car!!