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this is one of those moments where i feel abandoned and alone. a point in time where space does not exist. there's only lauren. and nothing there to keep her from killing herself [emotionally].what makes me so annoyed by these thoughts and feelings is simply the fact that i am not alone. i might be physically [geographically dislocated] but that is not the connection that matters most. at least, that's what they'd like you to believe. they say a person needs some form of daily human contact in order to survive.