Lamentation
The past few nights I've been going to bed around 6am. My mind is already fearing that I'm back in my endless cycle of going to bed when the sun rises, and waking up as it sets. Since moving to this apartment with my buddy this summer, I've gotten myself out of that crappy slump and hit my target time of 3am sleepy time. Why am I slipping all of the sudden? Maybe I'll get back on track soon.
I've been working 6 to 7 day work weeks for the past month or so. It's not as bad as it sounds since all I do is stand around and kick it for both of my crappy jobs. But still. The hours are getting old, and not having time to return phone calls or hang out is getting old as well. The money is not getting old, I'll say that much.
I finished Frank Miller's Ronin. It was weird.
I watched 12 Monkey's tonight, and put in my failed attempt at the new Director's Cut of Dark City. I thought I got tired during it, turned it off, and have been laying in my bed for an hour. Hence the LJ update.
The rain is bumming out my commute to my places of employment.
I can't write music anymore. I hit a wall when I was a teenager, and I really haven't recovered since then. It's hard to explain.
Tomorrow, comic books, rain, video store. My birthday is coming up, I'll be turning 24. That's weird.
I've been working 6 to 7 day work weeks for the past month or so. It's not as bad as it sounds since all I do is stand around and kick it for both of my crappy jobs. But still. The hours are getting old, and not having time to return phone calls or hang out is getting old as well. The money is not getting old, I'll say that much.
I finished Frank Miller's Ronin. It was weird.
I watched 12 Monkey's tonight, and put in my failed attempt at the new Director's Cut of Dark City. I thought I got tired during it, turned it off, and have been laying in my bed for an hour. Hence the LJ update.
The rain is bumming out my commute to my places of employment.
I can't write music anymore. I hit a wall when I was a teenager, and I really haven't recovered since then. It's hard to explain.
Tomorrow, comic books, rain, video store. My birthday is coming up, I'll be turning 24. That's weird.