Jul 05, 2008 00:40
This has been a lame excuse for a summer.
I'm so into alternative rock right now.
I found a Nirvana song that I'm in love with- Scentless Apprentice.
What a freakin' awesome workout song.
I get on my rock kicks...one week it's folk rock or classic rock...
Right now it's alternative rock.
This may sound very... well, abrupt...but this summer has been nothing but lonely.
Times like these just reinforce my hypothesis of flying solo for the rest of my life.
This is going to sound totally inappropriate given that I'm dating someone....but deep down...I really think I'm going to be alone my whole life.
I don't see myself marrying in my 20s. I really don't. Marriage actually FREAKS me OUT.
I'm not like other girls AT ALLLLLLLLLL when it comes to that.
I could careless about the perfect dress or ring. Hell, I don't even want a ring.
I'd rather have LSU football season tickets.
I think males have made me this way.
I've drilled independency into my head until I bleed. It's actually incredibly hard for me to depend on people now.
I'm so afraid of getting my feelings hurt now. I never imagined I would end up this way. I used to dive in...now I'm afraid to swim.
You know what movie has one of the BEST love stories? Brokeback Mountain.
It really does. If people would get over the fact that it's two guys falling in love... people would LOOOOOOVE that movie.
It's succcchhh a good love story. I like tough love though. Probably because I think love is tough.
I'm so bored with life right now.
I just don't know if I'm going to be able to live in Lousyanna my whole life.
I love LSU sports more than words can say, but I'm constantly bored.
I want nature.
I want mountains or a beach...asap.
My favorite thing to do is be outside at some beautiful outdoor setting.. aka the beach or mountains.
My second favorite thing to do is work out and sweat my A off.
I want to kick myself 50 times for not majoring in kineseiology.
Dumb A decision on my part.
It's what I truly love.
I don't think anyone in my life can relate to my love for fitness....they just think I'm too critical of my appearance.
True, but that's not the only reason I love it.
It's an adrenaline rush...it really is. I love seeing how far I can push myself.
I don't see how peolpe can do slow, boring cardio all the time.. UGH.
I use short, intense intervals in my cardio training... it blasts up your burnage...all the while keeping you on your toes.
Rule of thumb: If you can watch TV, you aren't working hard enough. Thats how I judge my workout.
Haha.. I just love talking about fitness!!
Hawaii. Aloha. I hope we get free pineapples.
Pineapples are yummy.
Yellow and pretty.
I'm going to Hawaii with my family after I graduate.
Europe will have to wait.
I don't think I'm quite ready for Europe yet.
I may not be ready for Europe...but I'm ready for something new.
I am bored.