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k i like how people asume that everything that was said i said. ok i admit i did say that it was a slutty thing to do to dani,but i didnt mean it and i wish i could take it back. i was just really frustrated that hannah told me that dani and hailey are best friends now and they like pushed us aside. ya people can have more than one bestfriend i mean i have more than one but dani was like my number one bestfriend and it made me really upset on what hannah said. i shouldnt have jumped to conclusions and i regret what i said truly. but everyone acts like i was the only one who said it. i dont see dani or anyone else mad at alleshia or jessica or Hannah who by the way brought it up on being slutty. im the one who is getting the blame. im always the one who gets the blame on everything. its kinda like in 7th grade when dani called me a bitch because she was frustrated that some guy said hell no and i didnt say it was a dare bitch popped out of danis mouth. well slutty popped out.
and some people need to say out of other peoples problems like katie. she doesnt like to get other people in the middle of her fights with people so you would think that she wouldnt get in the middle of others. i was already pissed at her anyways but this is just making it worse. katie was supposedly my best friend i dont know why i said that though because she treated me like crap. she always yelled at me for no fuckin reason. i deserve better.
ya i have done slutty things with other people but parker and i were basically going out anyways. i mean we acted like it. not just the "physical" stuff etheir. him and i acted like real boyfriend and girlfriend. but i totally regret what i did with him because it was slutty i knew that from that second i was doing it, it was slutty but i really liked him.
god i just wish everything was back to normal. all of this drama just needs to go away. when i talk to other people who arent in the "group" the say that the group has way to much drama and they like to stay away i kinda agree, but this time i kinda started it which was a big mistake.
i didnt think anything of it until hannah started talking to me, making out isnt that big of i deal. when dani told me i was happy for her but i was still a little umm.. thats random.
but hannah said so much crap and if everyone knew what she said and stopped blaming everything she said on me things would be different. it pisses me off that she cant be confident in what she said and denies what she said. i know what i said and im not going to deny it if anyone asks me if i said it because it would make things worse.
this is all i said to dani
i said that hannah and i were talking and she said that dani and hailey consider each other best friends... and when hannah told me that i was like wait like bestfriends where they dont consider me and you bestfriends anymore and hannah said ya and i was ok and that really made me upset.
then i said well there are some people and i who think it was kinda slutty that you just started making out with someone who you met over the weekend. (big mistake)
i only got the idea that it was slutty by hannah going i cant believe they made out im a bit upset because cody and i had a thing, but the only reason why cody and i had a thing was because him and i were drunk all the time and i bet thats why cody made out with dani, because he was drunk. then she said something about it being slutty and then it turned into a big blur.
but whatever im just going to ignore everything that has happened and when people try to talk to me about it im not going to because it not their business and the only person that im going to talk to it about is dani so her and i can resolve this because its between her and i and no one else.
and some people need to say out of other peoples problems like katie. she doesnt like to get other people in the middle of her fights with people so you would think that she wouldnt get in the middle of others. i was already pissed at her anyways but this is just making it worse. katie was supposedly my best friend i dont know why i said that though because she treated me like crap. she always yelled at me for no fuckin reason. i deserve better.
ya i have done slutty things with other people but parker and i were basically going out anyways. i mean we acted like it. not just the "physical" stuff etheir. him and i acted like real boyfriend and girlfriend. but i totally regret what i did with him because it was slutty i knew that from that second i was doing it, it was slutty but i really liked him.
god i just wish everything was back to normal. all of this drama just needs to go away. when i talk to other people who arent in the "group" the say that the group has way to much drama and they like to stay away i kinda agree, but this time i kinda started it which was a big mistake.
i didnt think anything of it until hannah started talking to me, making out isnt that big of i deal. when dani told me i was happy for her but i was still a little umm.. thats random.
but hannah said so much crap and if everyone knew what she said and stopped blaming everything she said on me things would be different. it pisses me off that she cant be confident in what she said and denies what she said. i know what i said and im not going to deny it if anyone asks me if i said it because it would make things worse.
this is all i said to dani
i said that hannah and i were talking and she said that dani and hailey consider each other best friends... and when hannah told me that i was like wait like bestfriends where they dont consider me and you bestfriends anymore and hannah said ya and i was ok and that really made me upset.
then i said well there are some people and i who think it was kinda slutty that you just started making out with someone who you met over the weekend. (big mistake)
i only got the idea that it was slutty by hannah going i cant believe they made out im a bit upset because cody and i had a thing, but the only reason why cody and i had a thing was because him and i were drunk all the time and i bet thats why cody made out with dani, because he was drunk. then she said something about it being slutty and then it turned into a big blur.
but whatever im just going to ignore everything that has happened and when people try to talk to me about it im not going to because it not their business and the only person that im going to talk to it about is dani so her and i can resolve this because its between her and i and no one else.