In time we will all be stars . . .

Apr 09, 2006 18:12

I can't believe it's over. It seems as if it were only yesterday that we first stepped onto the stage singing "Belle". (Well, two days ago, but who's counting?) Now, it's done. There's going to be that horrid void in my life until One-Act starts up again. I suppose that's why I want to be an actress; the void will only be there when I choose for it to be or let it be.

Today during curtain call, I saw Shannon and Benson hugging Lindsey, and it hit me: they're leaving me. I'll never be harassed by Moosie and laugh with Shannon about it again. I'll never see Allison dance on the Municipal stage again. I'll never watch DVDs on a portable DVD player and play "never have I ever" with Kelly again. I'll never shirk away from Paul's hideously long nails or watch him debate in person again. I'll never take rediculous stage makeup Myspace pictures with Megan again. I'll never hear Benson sing "If I Can't Love Her" again. I'll never have post-show discussions with Kristel and Chelsea again. I'll never watch Lindsey sway and say "Oh, no, no, no, no, I've been burt by you before." again. (Actually, I probably will, but it's still depressing!)

These guys are going off to college to succeed in life and be so amazing at anything they'll do, and I can't stand it. I'm selfish; I don't want them to leave. They're my best friends!

I don't even want to think of how the play will be next year. Almost all of our vocal talent is leaving.

I've got to stop now, or I'm going to start crying again.

I suppose I'll just be cheesy and remind myself that "we all have our entrances and our exits".
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