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ive been so fuckin stressed out lately. mostly with school. i really need to learn how to start waking up for fuckin class. i have some sort of insomnia...its impossible for me to fall asleep before 5am and its making me hate my life. I have fuckin class at 1045 on tuesday and thursday and then it goes all day till about 3 and i cant even find myself getting up to go. its fucking me up. i havent been to my music or sociology classes since the last exam. i am doing alright in mass comm and music (music grade is borderline so i need to get it back up), im doing OK in 7 ideas and i have noooo clue whats going on in soc cuz i have only been to 2 or 3 classes total. AHHHHH im praying that i do well on my finals cuz my GPA sucks so bad. and i just talked to my advisor and he cant put me into a class that i need and im fuckin screwed.
i think im an alcoholic...im going through withdrawals today. i really wanna drink tomorrow night but i need someone to fuckin buy me a bottle of liquor. ANYONE WANNA SUPPORT THE BAD HABITS OF A MINOR??!?!!?!?!
im watching some crazy shit on vh1 cuz its 430am and its about the fuckin HIV...everyone beware of the HIV, it gets ya everytime.
i bought a new movie today, REQUIEM FOR A DREAM with jared leto ohh hes so hot. its an amazing freakin movie everyone should go fuckin buy it right now
i hate boys...there all f'ed up! i feel like i have something written across my fuckin forhead that says "SCREW ME OVER" cuz it freakin happens all the time. i really like this boy who lives downstairs (in my dorm), he has really hot hair too. hes such a nice boy, listens to good music, hes funny, and he has this really hot sweater he wears all the time. im pretty sure he weighs like 27 pounds too...and hes a freshman...but i like 'em young as shannon says! HAH he always comes up and hangs out in shannons room with us, drinks with us sometimes, smokes cigs. i dont really talk to him that much though cuz im scared of looking like a dumbass. i really wanna make out with him. he looks like a good kisser. i dont know what to do. SOMEONE HELP ME...hes not really the type of guy to make the first move either it seems like (if anything were to happen) hahah im gonna feel so gay saying this...but one time when we had a fuckin firedrill at like 4am (someone pulled the alarm) i came outside with my blanket wrapped around me cuz it was cold and he was sooo wasted and wearing his hot hat and hot sweater and he was like ohhh im so cold and i was like hey...come under my blanket. and so he did and he had his head resting on my freakin boob and i was playing with his hair and it was sooooo cute. and then stupid WHOOT WHOOT kid came over and ruined it all cuz he wasnt wearing any clothes!
ok enough of my pathetic life
my glasses are dirty and i cant get them clean help!
and for anyone who still doesnt know, my mom DID move to las vegas this past october. her and my sister live there now. i no longer live in ohio except when im at school. it makes me sad. so everyone come visit me at school or else you wont get to see me
i think im an alcoholic...im going through withdrawals today. i really wanna drink tomorrow night but i need someone to fuckin buy me a bottle of liquor. ANYONE WANNA SUPPORT THE BAD HABITS OF A MINOR??!?!!?!?!
im watching some crazy shit on vh1 cuz its 430am and its about the fuckin HIV...everyone beware of the HIV, it gets ya everytime.
i bought a new movie today, REQUIEM FOR A DREAM with jared leto ohh hes so hot. its an amazing freakin movie everyone should go fuckin buy it right now
i hate boys...there all f'ed up! i feel like i have something written across my fuckin forhead that says "SCREW ME OVER" cuz it freakin happens all the time. i really like this boy who lives downstairs (in my dorm), he has really hot hair too. hes such a nice boy, listens to good music, hes funny, and he has this really hot sweater he wears all the time. im pretty sure he weighs like 27 pounds too...and hes a freshman...but i like 'em young as shannon says! HAH he always comes up and hangs out in shannons room with us, drinks with us sometimes, smokes cigs. i dont really talk to him that much though cuz im scared of looking like a dumbass. i really wanna make out with him. he looks like a good kisser. i dont know what to do. SOMEONE HELP ME...hes not really the type of guy to make the first move either it seems like (if anything were to happen) hahah im gonna feel so gay saying this...but one time when we had a fuckin firedrill at like 4am (someone pulled the alarm) i came outside with my blanket wrapped around me cuz it was cold and he was sooo wasted and wearing his hot hat and hot sweater and he was like ohhh im so cold and i was like hey...come under my blanket. and so he did and he had his head resting on my freakin boob and i was playing with his hair and it was sooooo cute. and then stupid WHOOT WHOOT kid came over and ruined it all cuz he wasnt wearing any clothes!
ok enough of my pathetic life
my glasses are dirty and i cant get them clean help!
and for anyone who still doesnt know, my mom DID move to las vegas this past october. her and my sister live there now. i no longer live in ohio except when im at school. it makes me sad. so everyone come visit me at school or else you wont get to see me