.. and this jealous actress has a habit of making things sound way too tragic
1. I have four more weeks of freedom. NGL, I'm starting to seriously piss my pants about it. Hiti starts tomorrow - IDK, I'm glad I have another month or so off, but, I think I'd just rather get it over and done with, so I'm not waiting. Lol, I'm such a dick sometimes. I think so, IDK, ~irrationally
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HI. Welcome to my experience. I have people I know, sure, but I don't have my friends there. Like my close-close friends. Ben was supposed to go, but he said no due to transport. When he told me this, my heart literally broke. I was so devastated. But I changed schools to start anew, and I guess, in some aspects, I am. It'll get easier on the social front. I haven't exactly found my clique~ or anything, but I sort of have~ people to hang with, if I can find them. As for the brain, god, the dust in my head is like surfing the breeze and the tundleweed. THE OBVIOUSNESS IN MATHS WAS NOT OBVIOUS TO MY BRAIN. I still worry over all of this. Like, will I ever make friends? Am I too dumb for Extension English? Am I in over my head? Should I go back to PAC? I think it's just common. Human instinct.
BTW, if you say old meme one more time, I'll old meme you. JS.
2. At least he asked if you had any committments? Mum booked my driving test last year on my birthday without asking, and it really pissed me off because it was MY day and she didn't ask. So she makes a point of saying "Do you have any plans?" and me saying "No" to prove~ some point. It just frustrates me when people plan while I may have committments to either people, places, or maybe projects.
Like I've been saying, it's your day. If you want your mum there, make sure she knows so she doesn't think the complete opposite. As for your dad ... did he not think that there was a possibility she'd come? IDK. Has he heard of pros and cons?
3. IHU. Home alone? BRB BECOMING A BURGULAR.
4. :) ANYTIME. Even text me or EMAIL ME. I have an email on my phone you can always get to if I'm ever out~ and you want to just RANT like crazy! Text messages cost money and MSN is a whore, so if you ever wanna like spam~ me or just yell or anything, you can just simply email tarynk@hiptop.com.au. No one online uses it, anyway. I POST IT IN MY JOURNAL AND NOTHING. Friends do not love me like you do. AND YOU DON'T NEED TO LIKE EVEN BOTHER EMAILING. It's just there~, okay? Even send me by-the-minute updates on how roasting lobster is going for you while I am M.I.A. I LOVE hearing from you.
You don't do it either, the whole brushing off. Which, fuck, I am so THANKFUL for. You know how I get with certain~ people who I feel brush me off. So I hope I don't do that to you, because I like to treat people how I like to be treated unless they piss me off and I just cbf being nice anymore. AND THANKS. I am so sorry if, truly, my fic talking annoys you. I find that sometimes when people talk about things on and on like they expect you to care can be so annoying and all you want to say is STFU I DO NOT CARE while pretending to be enthusiastic. AND NO, I DO NOT DO THIS WITH YOU, GOD. (This girl and I were talking about tennis and omg I brought you into it. ILU for opening up doors in my life~).
IF I EVER DISMISS YOU, TELL ME AND LIKE, IDK, FIND SOME GAY PORN.
5. There are ugly ones out there. Seriously. I thought this one was pretty, and then it was fug as. :| Chagrinned. I don't mind helping you out! I mess~ around with my layouts to get them to how I like them, so anytime, bb. :) Plus, I think it gives me good practice for my computer course? Idk yet.
6. Never. Just because I have it, I will not use it because you simply say I have the pw and shit~. I do not like using things that are people's personal property - unless it's a colouring in book when we're in the '90s - and do shit to it. IDK invasion of privacy. Unless it's your school computer account.
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MATHS IS NEVER OBVIOUS, js. I didn't get half the shit I should've got. Ohwell, my brain just was not made for numbers.
i will nevar be old meme
2. It frustrates me when people assume that I'm not doing anything or am free and they like ~book me, or whatever, when I MAY be doing something or whatever. IDFK.
3. You can ~burgle me, whenever you'd like
that sounded creepier than intended, jsyk.
4. OMG, I wish I had internet on my phone, I would totally send you emails like, from school. FU OPTUS. Also, I will totally email you like, a run down of my entire day, one day. I WILL
5. I awlays stuff around with my myspace and it's html, but I cannot grasp this lj html shit.
6.I am giving you permission and whats mine is yours :)
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HAMMERTIME.
How did you not see that coming?
I look for the hard things, I guess. IDK. I make it harder than it is. BUT I LIKE ALGEBRA AND THE X'S. IDG numbers, either. I was like WTF IS THIS FUCKERY? today. Wanted to magic trick my pen into my head. (My pencil was blunt.)
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2. IKR. Like when people make comments about your availability. JUST BECAUSE I EMAIL QUICKLY DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING. I just like doing it so I don't forget AND IT'S POLITE. And texting and I AM ON MSN A LOT NOW BECAUSE OF YOU. This boy was telling me I am on a lot now and I'm like ... because of my friend. DUH.
(Oh, look, I FAIL AT NUMBERS. Labelling this as 1. JFC TARYN.)
3. LOL IKR. Anything you say to me has a 99% chance as being read dirty by my mind. It's an immature contraption, js.
4. :) AWESOME. I will look forward to it. I CAN'T BELIEVE NO ONE SPAMS MY PHONE EMAIL. SERIOUSLY. It like pisses me off because everyone else gets spammed when like suggesting~. Fuqahz.
Internet on my phone was distracting last year. I read fic in Photography and other classes where I could get away with it. AND IT WASN'T PR0N. That'd be creepy around non-pr0n luvahs. JS.
5. I WILL GRASP IT FOR YOU.
... LMFAO.
6. You are sweet. But I will tell you beforehand, asking permission, warning you. Because I see your journal was your~ space. IDK I DON'T WANT TO INVADE AND THEN BE BLAMED FOR SHIT BECAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE ACCESS~ AND OH GOD GAY PORN.
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1. I'M ALWAYS ON MSN, BUT MY DAY IS BRIGHTER WHEN YOU COME ON, JSYK.
1. Eh, I'm immature, DW. Everything that is said to me, is automatically turned ~dirty. IDK, I blame it on the smut I used to read.
1. I DONUT GET SPAMMED. I'M NOT ~COOL ENOUGH TO GET SPAMMED.
1. YES, PLZ DO GRASP IT FOR ME ;)
1. OMG DO YOU THINK I'D BLAME FOR YOU ANYTHING? OMG RUDITY! I WOULD NEVAR BLAME YOU. I had to make a new LJ (this one) because a "friend" (remember the one that popped up talking abou CBale, that time, on msn?) decided to add comms and shit, and add friends AND I DID NOT LIKE IT. So I just made a new one. ALSO, I WOULD NEVER, EVER BLAME YOU. Yes, you're the only one that has ~access ;)
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2. ♥
MY DAY IS BETTER WHEN I COME ONLINE. Seriously. You give me shit to do; stuff to look forward to.
Holy hell, diiiiiirty. AND OKAY IT WASN'T BUT THINK OF IT AS DIRTY.
f. LOL I AM WRITING SMUT OMG. Is that worse? BRB pondering.
^. EXCUUUUUUUUUUUSE ME!
R()()D!TY
(.)(.) I AM ROFLING AT MYSELF LMFAO.
BRB GRABBING.
bahy. OMG THIS PERSON IS ON LJ? I vaguely~ remember her. Only because I am semi-confusing her with *ahem* someone else's friend. BUT OH MY GOD SHE DID THAT? That's why I do everything myself. I'm really paranoid with this shit.
Okay. Well. IDK. I will warn you before I do anything?
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I HAVE NOTHING CLEVER TO SAY TO THAT BECAUSE IM LAUGHING LIKE, REALLY BAD AND OMFG YOU'RE HILARIOUS
ALSO, OUR SPAMAGE WENT DOWN PRETTY WELL, DIDN'T IT
I THINK IT DID
AGREE, DARN YOU.
I Cannot TYPE AYMORE. MY CSPS KEEPS GOING OFF.
WOOPS TYPO, CBF FIXING IT
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Orly. Why, thank you.
IT DID. IF YOU SAY IT DID AND I SAY IT DID IT REALLY DID DID.
DARN YOU.
LOL I WAS LIKE CSPS? WTH. BUT THEN I READ. I AM A HORRIBLE TYPIST, ESPECIALLY ON THE PHONE.
AND NO I AM NOT LOGGING INTO YOUR ACCOUNT TO PUT GAY PR0N ON IT. Or to do tags because they'd be pornish. Like: fist up the ass and dildo slapper.
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