.. and this jealous actress has a habit of making things sound way too tragic
1. I have four more weeks of freedom. NGL, I'm starting to seriously piss my pants about it. Hiti starts tomorrow - IDK, I'm glad I have another month or so off, but, I think I'd just rather get it over and done with, so I'm not waiting. Lol, I'm such a dick sometimes. I think so, IDK, ~irrationally.
I have to make new friends, build new relationships, flick the switch of my brain so it actually starts working again (if it even has the capacity of turning on anymore). IDFK, I hate doing shit by myself; especially when I don't know anybody
I know i keep going on about this, and it's probably ~old meme (lmfao) to most of you, but, IDK, it's constantly weighing on my mind. Maybe I need to ~let it go and, IDK, whatever happens, happens
2. I'm 18 in 82 days! Jesus, it sounds longer when it's in ~day form. 3 months, sounds better I think. April 24th; put it in your calendar or whatever. REMEMBER IT, BETCHES! :)
Dad rang a few hours ago, and told me; yes told me, I was having my birthday at his place (Parents are divorced). He asked what I was doing and if I had any plans, and then took it upon himself to procede to tell me I was going there, lol. IDK, I have been going on and on about it in my brain, I can't fathome it, really. Having my birthday there, means Mum can't come. Dad has a ~thing; he won't in the same room as her, and shit. IDK, he's an immature asshat I spose.
I told him we'd have it there, and Mum is okay with it. She said we'd do something or go out to dinner the night after. I think I'm probably overreacting, I know I'm probably overreacting, but IDK, I don't want Mum to feel like, ~left out or whatever. Ugh, divorced parents suck, ngl.
3. Mum goes back to work ~fully, tomorrow. That equals a happy Luisa.
4. bluesunsets not only owns my heart, but now has my lj login info
I HOPE YOU FEEL SPESHUL BB. Thank you helping me with my shit, it meant a lot to me, to have someone actually ~listen. IDK, like not just, sort of brush it off and say "everything will be okay, dw dw dw". I'm so, so proud of you for writing this fic of yours. GOOD ON YOU! Well done.
5. Finding LJ layouts is traumatic. Trying to make them ~work, is even more bloody traumatic, but alas, bluesunsets helped me and all is good. TY, ~JACK ♥ :*
6. BB, you can attack my tags if you'd like. I am giving you permission, since you have my pw and shit :)
I have to make new friends, build new relationships, flick the switch of my brain so it actually starts working again (if it even has the capacity of turning on anymore). IDFK, I hate doing shit by myself; especially when I don't know anybody
I know i keep going on about this, and it's probably ~old meme (lmfao) to most of you, but, IDK, it's constantly weighing on my mind. Maybe I need to ~let it go and, IDK, whatever happens, happens
2. I'm 18 in 82 days! Jesus, it sounds longer when it's in ~day form. 3 months, sounds better I think. April 24th; put it in your calendar or whatever. REMEMBER IT, BETCHES! :)
Dad rang a few hours ago, and told me; yes told me, I was having my birthday at his place (Parents are divorced). He asked what I was doing and if I had any plans, and then took it upon himself to procede to tell me I was going there, lol. IDK, I have been going on and on about it in my brain, I can't fathome it, really. Having my birthday there, means Mum can't come. Dad has a ~thing; he won't in the same room as her, and shit. IDK, he's an immature asshat I spose.
I told him we'd have it there, and Mum is okay with it. She said we'd do something or go out to dinner the night after. I think I'm probably overreacting, I know I'm probably overreacting, but IDK, I don't want Mum to feel like, ~left out or whatever. Ugh, divorced parents suck, ngl.
3. Mum goes back to work ~fully, tomorrow. That equals a happy Luisa.
4. bluesunsets not only owns my heart, but now has my lj login info
I HOPE YOU FEEL SPESHUL BB. Thank you helping me with my shit, it meant a lot to me, to have someone actually ~listen. IDK, like not just, sort of brush it off and say "everything will be okay, dw dw dw". I'm so, so proud of you for writing this fic of yours. GOOD ON YOU! Well done.
5. Finding LJ layouts is traumatic. Trying to make them ~work, is even more bloody traumatic, but alas, bluesunsets helped me and all is good. TY, ~JACK ♥ :*
6. BB, you can attack my tags if you'd like. I am giving you permission, since you have my pw and shit :)