down this same damn road that i cant get off of....
yuppp im on the Vincent road....AGAIN. ugh. i wish i could just not think of this.....i miss him, soo much. but i dont want to....it hurts. i know now what he felt....well, acually i wont ever be able to feel that terrible im sure.....hes never really done anything to horrible to me....but i almost wish he would have....so i could hate him like he hates me...=/ i just wish i could understand WHY the fuck i ever did what i did to him....to Vincent Bailey....i loved him. more than anything....and i just threw him away like he never meant anything to me......what the fuck?! uggghhh i hate how i somehow keep ending up turning onto this road of Vincent....=( i wish i didnt miss loved ones so freakin much. =(
i just need to hear his voice....just to talk to him...about anything, even the weather...i need him as a friend. i need him period. =( i did before, and i still do....i wish he felt the same....fuck. ugh. i wish i could hide my emotions like him....but i cant.
which reminds me of these words spoken so softly, with such a big impact....=/
I wish I was cute like him
Yeah, babe, why can't I be a flirt like him?
Can't you see? I wanna be just like him!
Yeah, man, I sure wanna be just like you.
So, babe, I'm gonna come up and say "Hey", just like him
and tell you "I love you", just like him
even give you a kiss on the cheek, just like him
and afterwards, I might go be with my girlfriend, just like him
I'll even avoid your calls, just like him
yeah, babe, I'm gonna pretend I was busy, just like him
Someday, I'm gonna be just like him
Thanks, darlin', you've got me bein' cool now
Even got some work done, I've got a brand new face now
It sure is comin' together for me now
All because of you, babe. I sure am cool now.
im sorry....im soo soo soo sorry....i never meant to do it. i swear....if i could go back, i would in a heart beat, i would give back anything.....just to have you again.....
im crawling through your door, on that ever so soft and familiar carpet, to your couch, the couch that holds so many memories of how perfect our love truly was....i want to lay there and forget the world with you on that amazing couch, just once more, please, just once more....just hold me, once more...just kiss me, once more...just whisper sweet words to me, once more...just take me around your yard, once more....just hold my hand, once more....just tell me im your world, once more...just tell me you love me, once more...just tell me it will be okay, once more...just listen to that song w/me, once more...just play your guitar for me, once more...just let me in your life, once more....i promise it will be different, if i have to change the world, it will be different.....i promise....oh dear, i promise my life. i want to love again, and be loved by you. and only you. i cant go on without you...its getting hard....we both said we needed eachother....why did that change?! why am i such a stupid girl? why why why why why why? i could go on for days just asking myself that same simple question, and still not get the answer to it....im so confused...like i always was....until i found you.....with you, i always had the answer....always.....i need you Vincent....i do. and ill tell the world....i just wish you felt the same again.....i want june 5th back....i want you back.....
it seems ive gone on one of my venting modes again....im sorry.
ugghh but besides that....kevin is driving me up the fucking wall. omfg. not even a month. calm the fuck down. jesus. we're over. we wont be again. kay? kay. good settled, now fucking drop it! omg.
ahdljasljfa sdfljadf gay. but ill be okay.....i need to be alone....because i need to sort my feelings out....unless im w/Vincent, because i know my feelings for him....i miss him. =( thats for sure....
i love Leigh Ann Cobb. shes my clear lifesaver<3333
blah. blankface. out.
i just need to hear his voice....just to talk to him...about anything, even the weather...i need him as a friend. i need him period. =( i did before, and i still do....i wish he felt the same....fuck. ugh. i wish i could hide my emotions like him....but i cant.
which reminds me of these words spoken so softly, with such a big impact....=/
I wish I was cute like him
Yeah, babe, why can't I be a flirt like him?
Can't you see? I wanna be just like him!
Yeah, man, I sure wanna be just like you.
So, babe, I'm gonna come up and say "Hey", just like him
and tell you "I love you", just like him
even give you a kiss on the cheek, just like him
and afterwards, I might go be with my girlfriend, just like him
I'll even avoid your calls, just like him
yeah, babe, I'm gonna pretend I was busy, just like him
Someday, I'm gonna be just like him
Thanks, darlin', you've got me bein' cool now
Even got some work done, I've got a brand new face now
It sure is comin' together for me now
All because of you, babe. I sure am cool now.
im sorry....im soo soo soo sorry....i never meant to do it. i swear....if i could go back, i would in a heart beat, i would give back anything.....just to have you again.....
im crawling through your door, on that ever so soft and familiar carpet, to your couch, the couch that holds so many memories of how perfect our love truly was....i want to lay there and forget the world with you on that amazing couch, just once more, please, just once more....just hold me, once more...just kiss me, once more...just whisper sweet words to me, once more...just take me around your yard, once more....just hold my hand, once more....just tell me im your world, once more...just tell me you love me, once more...just tell me it will be okay, once more...just listen to that song w/me, once more...just play your guitar for me, once more...just let me in your life, once more....i promise it will be different, if i have to change the world, it will be different.....i promise....oh dear, i promise my life. i want to love again, and be loved by you. and only you. i cant go on without you...its getting hard....we both said we needed eachother....why did that change?! why am i such a stupid girl? why why why why why why? i could go on for days just asking myself that same simple question, and still not get the answer to it....im so confused...like i always was....until i found you.....with you, i always had the answer....always.....i need you Vincent....i do. and ill tell the world....i just wish you felt the same again.....i want june 5th back....i want you back.....
it seems ive gone on one of my venting modes again....im sorry.
ugghh but besides that....kevin is driving me up the fucking wall. omfg. not even a month. calm the fuck down. jesus. we're over. we wont be again. kay? kay. good settled, now fucking drop it! omg.
ahdljasljfa sdfljadf gay. but ill be okay.....i need to be alone....because i need to sort my feelings out....unless im w/Vincent, because i know my feelings for him....i miss him. =( thats for sure....
i love Leigh Ann Cobb. shes my clear lifesaver<3333
blah. blankface. out.