Jun 26, 2006 17:46
okay, so as everyone knows....ive been in california, for about 12 days now, and let me tell you guys, its been AMAZING, but very emotional, but in a good way. i knew this month would be extremely emotional, so ive been slightly prepared for it. let me tell you whats been going down in the "OC".
okay, so the first night i got here, wednesday, the 14th, diane and micah picked me up from john wayne airport. when i first saw them, micah ran up and gave me one of her amazing hugs, seriously, not even joking, she gives the best hugs! cuz everyone, is like she hasnt seen you in over a year, and in this case, it was acually correct lol
but before that, on the plane ride, i wrote Vincent a letter, which i had already started, but i wrote a few more pages. i also just wrote in my pirate journal(which micah gave me a couple of christmas's ago)and what i wrote pretty much said, if i had died on that plane, i would die completely happy, because i noticed, that i had everything i ever wanted, 1)someone to truly love me(Vincent) and 2) i was going home, to California, where i miss soo much.
so anyways, at the airport, it was quite funny, cuz i had my carry on, and we were waiting by the baggage claim, and i got caught up in the moment of seeing 2 of my best friends in the universe, so we walked outside to meet micahs mom, and then micah looked at me and asked " wait, is that all you brought?!" so i was like " oh crap! hahaha no!! we never got my suitcases!!!" lmfao lol it was sooo funny. so we were just cracking up cuz thats what micah and i do when we are together.
so then, we went to micahs for a couple of hours and took a couple of pics, and just hungout, then we went to micahs church, and saw a few ppl, and when they started the "worship" part of the night, they sing, and stand and get really into it, and so micah, and her new best friend, cory renee, got up, and when i saw them together, as close as micah and i use to be, i had to go outside, so i went, took a few breaths, then went back inside, got micah, told her to come outside w/me, so we went back outside, and i broke down crying, then she started crying, but as sad as i was, i was laughing, and smiling, and totally happy, cuz to be able to cry w/micah again, means everything, it feels soooo good to be able to do that, and just be there for eachother again.
then, for the past 11 days, ive stayed at dianes house, we went to Royal Thai Cuisine, the most AMAZING Thai resturant, EVER. went shopping, at acual malls.
last week...i saw and went into my old house...it was totally and completely different, in almost everyway. but one bonus was, that the people who live there, are extremely nice, and they let me go inside, and look around. then...diane and i walked back to her house, which is 4 houses away, and i had to breath, VERY deeply, and when i got inside, i put got my phone, then walked outside, cried my eyes out, and talked to Vincent, i was still crying my eyes out, but he always helps...even when he doesnt say much. hes so AMAZING, like no one even understands, i love him sooo much. he told me, that he would change eveyrthing, just to make me happy, even if it meant not being w/me. that meant a lot. after all, he is my somebody<3
so then i got off the phone, and called micah, asked her if she could come over, or i could go to her house, so her mom came and picked me up, then took me to micahs, and we acually didnt cry! it was amazing, but we were laughing and having a really good time, she always makes things better, after all she is the only girl who can make me cry, but smile at the same time.
also, on the first thursday and friday that i was there, i first went to Mission Viejo HS, and saw tons of ppl, it was awesome! and friday i went to Laguna Hills HS, my school, and saw tons of ppl as well, which was also awesome. i saw my pirate teresa at Laguna, and my other pirate Kendra at Misson, but the following monday.
and then sunday, went to Sam Woo, like, the most amazing Chinese restuarant, EVER. yummmm crab and shirmp!lol
so now, im at ashleys, and we spent all night, till like 4 in the morning, just reliving memories, and catching up on the 2 years that we havnt seen eachother. it felt amazing. it was nice to talk to her again, and just be w/her again.....
same as micah sam and diane. it was amazing.
jeezzzee wow. sorry, this is long, but this is pretty much the main things ive done. so there you go, hope you had fun reading.
much love,
Vincent's one and only,
Jules<3