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I love Wayne. We went to a FLorida game yesterday. Omg I have to get into the University of Florida. Im in love with the school. I wish I wouldn't of messed up my grades so terribly in 9th and 10t and half of 11th grade! Gosh I hate Jenkins! I know I shouldn't blame anyone or anything for my bad grades but in 10th and 11th grade I seriously think If I went to a smaller school my grades would have been better. Its like the teachers don't care and I dont understand that. If I were a teacher I would do everything to help every student that was struggling and teachers just don't give a crap. Which is sad but I still should pushed myself harder. I did ok this nine weeks. Not as good as I would have liked but when I was sick in English that really messed me up even though it was excused! grr so I have a C in there and Algebra...of course! But all As and Bs in everything else but Im going to make an A English next nine weeks so it will average out to a high B on the semester grade. I just want to graduate with honors...but at this point I think I just want to graduate. Im sick of high school. Im so over it. Its so gay and stupid and they try to act all hardcore and they are the worst school in polk county. For the Lakeland vs Jenkins game im sitting on Lakelands side and wearing my dads old Lakeland Jersy! I just hate jenkins. All they care about is what people think of them. Its so overrated. But oh well. Me and Wayne had a blast at homecoming. Well I mean it was ok. We had fun being together. I love him. Hes so amazing. I don't know how I got so lucky to fall in love at 17 years old and be with such a sweet guy. Im so grateful. I can't wait until it gets cold outside! Im so excited! I wish we had seasons here! I cutt back my hours at work cuz last week I had no time for anything it was awful! Right after community service I had to go back to the school and then after that straight to work and I didnt get out of work until 9 so I wasn't getting home until 9:15ish. Thats 2 much for me 7-9:15! Ugh! But oh welll. Well Im going to go talk to my mom.