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I'm feeling uneasy about tomorrow pretty much being my lasy day of high school. Melancholy is kicking in, premature nostalgia is rolling around in my stomach and creeping up in my throat, and the end has come. Time was definitely on my side, but now I'm a litle upset with it. It would have been cooler to have had more time with these people in this environment that I have grown to love. The people that surround me have made me who I am, and I love them.
I cannot begin to fathom how I am going to live a day without seeing Kari or Kayla. Now that is going to take a big piece of me. I don't know how I'm going to function without knowing that Seamus is in the same town as me, I don't know how I will function without having my bestfriend at my fingertips. I'm going to be so awkward without Mike, pretty incomplete. Grandpa, what the hell am I going to do without Grandpa?
I really hope that me, Erica and Heather really do stay close when we go to UF. I have faith that we will, but things change and I really hope that our intentions of staying close won't change. I love those girls.
Okay, I'm done, this is fucking scary.
I cannot begin to fathom how I am going to live a day without seeing Kari or Kayla. Now that is going to take a big piece of me. I don't know how I'm going to function without knowing that Seamus is in the same town as me, I don't know how I will function without having my bestfriend at my fingertips. I'm going to be so awkward without Mike, pretty incomplete. Grandpa, what the hell am I going to do without Grandpa?
I really hope that me, Erica and Heather really do stay close when we go to UF. I have faith that we will, but things change and I really hope that our intentions of staying close won't change. I love those girls.
Okay, I'm done, this is fucking scary.