Gangsta Mobile.

[ilovetompetty]

I told myself that I wouldn't update this thing unless I had a genuinely good day. Today, was nothing out of the ordinary, just the energy, I guess made it my best in a very long time. I realized that I am lucky to be surrounded with who I am surrounded by and how much I am going to miss this, even though I'm going to be with some of these people for the next four years. This environment that my senior year has provided for me will be dead. I will no longer be able to go over to his house whenever I feel like it. I won't be able to play our games at the drop of a hat anymore. I won't be able to go over to Mike's house and wake him up while he's sleeping and sit on his punching bag, or bust into Kayla's and eat her food. There are going to be no more Cherry Limeade runs with Kari, no more screaming "Hey, Grandma Carl!" while passing his house. No more megaphones with all 6 girls in the car, no more running over trash cans and throwing suitcases into the school parking lot. And especially no more mullet fish. I don't know... it's just been hitting me lately. I love these people, they're my life and my heart.

I guess being a pessimist really does nothing to help the situation.

I feel like I've found the people I've clicked with the most in this poor, provential town: relationships that I can never have again.

You guys are the loves of my life, and I am so glad that I atleast get to take some pieces of the puzzle with me to college.