i feel like 4 day old dog shit.
ugh.
my neck.
my back.....
ugh.
i'm soooo tired. where's my crown?- i feel like royal shit.
work:8-4.30
work:5-10
then.... spent the evening playing captain dick-head (not to mention the countless games of thumper & fuzzy duck) at mule's with my KA brothers. it was just us in there. no id needed. no wristband needed. mmmm it was fun. except for the fact that even thought it's 2 for 1 pitchers on tues @ mule's, they only do that w/ miller high life & michelob ultra. eeewwww. i don't like either one.
we had sooo much fun last nite. however, even though i dId get drunk... i did nOt break my promise to karis. (nobody had to carry me anywhere & i still remember everything)
it was great getting to spend time w/ my big bros.
princess.
ryano.
gill.
travis.
my big sis- the baby.
2 newbies...
joe bob
ryano's lil bro, shawn.
damn we had a good time.
remenessing about past times. about people from our past. hA. that was a convo. let me just tell you. oh, and the jokes about some of the things that we've done, that i've done, they'll never end, nor will they get too old to laugh about. yeah- we CaN laugh about them- now.
"double L, u remember that time when....?"
"double L, u remember when u.....?"
"hey, u remember that time when we......?"
"whatever happened to.....?"
i rolled in at, ohhh, 7.30- just in time to get dressed & go to work. spending the nite there reminds me sooo much of old times.
they want me to go to cancun w/ them for spring break. they said that i hAd to bring karis, too. joe bob said "why bring sand to the beach?" princess & ryan's response was: "b/c karis is cool as shit"
we went to the brown door afterwards... that was kinda fun. well ok... it was all right. craig let me in w/ no cover charge, even though it was only $1.
i drove back to the ka house. we hung out there. cliff made food. we were all drunk. good times. just like old times... except for the fact that LL made it to the after party.
i miss my bros.
i miss hanging out w/ my bros.
i love the fact that all my bros love karis. >approve of karis<
that means alot to me.
princess wants to talk music w/ him. it's obvious that he's startin to "look up to him" w/ the whole music/band scene.
ryan thinks that he's cool as shit. & that "he's a very lucky guy to be w/ me & to be the only one to succeed at taming LL"
the baby says as long as he's good to me & treats me like he should- judging by ka standards- he gets an A+ in her book.
gill remembers him & likes him, but him & travis were too drunk to comment on the subject, except for that they said that if he ever does anything that i don't like or that they wouldn't approve of, they would take care of him.
i really do appreciate all their care. it really does mean alot to me that they like him so much w/o even being around him that much. even though i know that it's really only how i feel about him that truly matters.
last nite was the 1st time that i actually really wanted a cigarette.
i don't like that very much. social smoking is one thing. smoking when i really stressed or bothered is also one thing. but smoking b/c i just want to is not good. i didn't smoke at all last nite. but i wanted to. i could have. but i didn't. i don't want to become "one of those people".
my neck.
my back.....
ugh.
i'm soooo tired. where's my crown?- i feel like royal shit.
work:8-4.30
work:5-10
then.... spent the evening playing captain dick-head (not to mention the countless games of thumper & fuzzy duck) at mule's with my KA brothers. it was just us in there. no id needed. no wristband needed. mmmm it was fun. except for the fact that even thought it's 2 for 1 pitchers on tues @ mule's, they only do that w/ miller high life & michelob ultra. eeewwww. i don't like either one.
we had sooo much fun last nite. however, even though i dId get drunk... i did nOt break my promise to karis. (nobody had to carry me anywhere & i still remember everything)
it was great getting to spend time w/ my big bros.
princess.
ryano.
gill.
travis.
my big sis- the baby.
2 newbies...
joe bob
ryano's lil bro, shawn.
damn we had a good time.
remenessing about past times. about people from our past. hA. that was a convo. let me just tell you. oh, and the jokes about some of the things that we've done, that i've done, they'll never end, nor will they get too old to laugh about. yeah- we CaN laugh about them- now.
"double L, u remember that time when....?"
"double L, u remember when u.....?"
"hey, u remember that time when we......?"
"whatever happened to.....?"
i rolled in at, ohhh, 7.30- just in time to get dressed & go to work. spending the nite there reminds me sooo much of old times.
they want me to go to cancun w/ them for spring break. they said that i hAd to bring karis, too. joe bob said "why bring sand to the beach?" princess & ryan's response was: "b/c karis is cool as shit"
we went to the brown door afterwards... that was kinda fun. well ok... it was all right. craig let me in w/ no cover charge, even though it was only $1.
i drove back to the ka house. we hung out there. cliff made food. we were all drunk. good times. just like old times... except for the fact that LL made it to the after party.
i miss my bros.
i miss hanging out w/ my bros.
i love the fact that all my bros love karis. >approve of karis<
that means alot to me.
princess wants to talk music w/ him. it's obvious that he's startin to "look up to him" w/ the whole music/band scene.
ryan thinks that he's cool as shit. & that "he's a very lucky guy to be w/ me & to be the only one to succeed at taming LL"
the baby says as long as he's good to me & treats me like he should- judging by ka standards- he gets an A+ in her book.
gill remembers him & likes him, but him & travis were too drunk to comment on the subject, except for that they said that if he ever does anything that i don't like or that they wouldn't approve of, they would take care of him.
i really do appreciate all their care. it really does mean alot to me that they like him so much w/o even being around him that much. even though i know that it's really only how i feel about him that truly matters.
last nite was the 1st time that i actually really wanted a cigarette.
i don't like that very much. social smoking is one thing. smoking when i really stressed or bothered is also one thing. but smoking b/c i just want to is not good. i didn't smoke at all last nite. but i wanted to. i could have. but i didn't. i don't want to become "one of those people".