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Dec 18, 2011 22:34

Really depressed right now. I don't want to do anything but lie under the covers and never come out. Life definitely isn't what I thought it would be. I'm 28 and working two dead end jobs and have left college cause I can't afford it. No love interest to speak of and have come to the conclusion that I will probably never find the right guy. ( Read more... )

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melalucci December 19 2011, 07:16:31 UTC
::hugs:: I'm glad you've got this space to air your feelings. And even though we don't really know each other, I care, if that helps at all.

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eriksselest December 19 2011, 13:47:10 UTC
*big hugs* Oh honey - things will turn around. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and when things get better, you'll be all the stronger.

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razycrandomgirl December 19 2011, 18:57:35 UTC
Sometimes I wish I had the guts to end it all.

No. No. It takes more guts to keep on living.

I'm sure it would be a giant weight lifted off family and friends.

this right here, foolishness. It would be a very horrible thing to do to yourself and the ones you left behind.

I'd like to hear about the things that are bringing you down, but I fear that listing them out would make you sadder. You need to exorcise those demons.

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megmatthews20 December 19 2011, 19:10:52 UTC
I've had the thought to end it all a million times. I've had days where I couldn't even drag myself out of bad, and I was too depressed to cry.

One thing that has always helped has been lj. The people I met through the internet, who understand, who would give big hugs if they could.

This funk won't last forever. It feels endless, but know that you are loved. However cruel people seem to you, there are those of us who would be sadder for not having known you. You're amazing, you're fun, and you're honest. I love you for that.

Feel better, because your friends need you around.

<33333333333

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bellonablack December 24 2011, 04:29:37 UTC
It wouldn't take away a burden. Your life is your life. Hold it close, and I know it's hard--I've felt the same way before honestly--but all these things are things. You are you and that is worth keeping.

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