Dec 18, 2011 22:34
Really depressed right now. I don't want to do anything but lie under the covers and never come out. Life definitely isn't what I thought it would be. I'm 28 and working two dead end jobs and have left college cause I can't afford it. No love interest to speak of and have come to the conclusion that I will probably never find the right guy. Sometimes I wish I had the guts to end it all. I'm sure it would be a giant weight lifted off family and friends. I know I'm a huge burden on them. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself but life definitely hasn't turned out the way I thought it would be. I wonder what I did in a past life to warrant such a sad and lonely life this time around.