feel like poo :(

[ilovesniff]

I can't believe it. Saturday, I purposed in my head to make myself not like Sam. Just so that I wouldn't end up getting hurt and such and crap. So I got over him. Wasn't that hard. pretty glad I stopped myself at the beginning before I fell completely in love. Ok. And as soon as I did that, I started liking Zach again. And I was like crap. Dang

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[strobelitefreak]

well, in my opinion, ur much better than jessica so i think Zach's going down to his own level. u deserve better than him anyways. don't worry babe, u'll find someone. but until then, just remember love sux! oh, and remember that if u were gay i would so date u! well... turn gay THEN date u, lol. that would make things easier. screw guys! haha.. riight. anywho, i agree PMS does suck. i think guys should have to deal w/ that at least once! haha, i just started to think about the how-to video!!
anyways, i guess what i'm trying to say is, don't stress over love cuz the moment u fully get over it and give up on it, someone will come along who'll have everything u want and need!
and if not, at least u'll be over love?

...well, that was my sad attempt to cheer u up.... hope it helped at least a lil bit! cya tomorrow babe!

-Mel

wow

[leavemeal0ne]

Hey, wow guys, all this trash talk behind my back is nice, and well frankly, i dont enjoy it. If it makes you all feel better, please be my guest, besides, wouldnt insulting me be "stooping" down to a low level too? Thnx...

Re: wow

[ilovesniff]

I'm not going to delete a part of me. Every one of my journal entries is a part of me, and tells me and everyone else how I feel. I never meant for it to hurt anyone, and I can't control how I feel, so please get off my case about it. Please talk to me tomorrow :(

Re: wow

[ilovesniff]

Hey, listen. This is MY livejournal. I write what I FEEL in it, not what anyone WANTS to hear. I've felt bad about this for way too long. People comment what THEY feel as well, although a lot of it is probably to make me feel better. Doesn't work though. I think they're just upset about how I feel and how I make you sound in my lj, because I write how it makes me feel. Yeah. Sorry for any hurt, but it's just how I feel.