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i've been thinking of people i've left behind lately.
because in just a couple weeks i'll be doing it again.
i will move and others lives will go on e without me, and my life will go on without them.
i'm scared to leave. arizona has been my home for longer then any other state. i'm not young. it won't be as easy for me to make friends...it won't be as easy for me to leave my friends behind.
i've begun to distance myself form most people.
i need to detatch myself from them emotionaly, because if i don't the pain will be too much to handle when i leave.
i love the people i've met here.
there are so many people that have shown me so much here.
i feel so sad. more so then i thought i would.
but i'm not sure anything can ease the pain this time.
because in just a couple weeks i'll be doing it again.
i will move and others lives will go on e without me, and my life will go on without them.
i'm scared to leave. arizona has been my home for longer then any other state. i'm not young. it won't be as easy for me to make friends...it won't be as easy for me to leave my friends behind.
i've begun to distance myself form most people.
i need to detatch myself from them emotionaly, because if i don't the pain will be too much to handle when i leave.
i love the people i've met here.
there are so many people that have shown me so much here.
i feel so sad. more so then i thought i would.
but i'm not sure anything can ease the pain this time.