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*Well i havnt posted nething in a while so i figured what the hell...
***Well my week has been pretty bad... idk just really stressful and confusing. People suck they really do expessally guys ... why r guys so stupid!!!!
This kid who i like i guess ... has a crush on one of my best friends ... and the one kid who i really have no interest in (other than a friend) I guess likes me now.... im so confused i dont get it. Why ?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? Ehhhh ... it figures i guess im just doomed to b by myself forever... o welll if thats the case im gonna have a fun ass time bn single!!! I give up on relationships ... Ill b a dateless loser 4 life !!!! im cool with that i guess. *sigh* Blah blah blah...
Other then the guy issues im having a really bad time in school w/ my grades ... im stressing ssoooo bad about exams ... i know my reportcard is gonna b horrible... grrrrr my life sucks!!! why cant anything go right in my life???
On top of everthing im scared that i wont hav a 2.0 and sarah will kick me off guard. Im freakin out cause i dont know what the fuck to do... ive been trying soooo hard.... i feel so stupid !!! Im never goning to get ne where in life! Ill end up a 5 year senior which would really suck.
I doubt i will have enough credits to get throuh to next year.... its so frustrateing!!! I hate this.... in a way i want to just give up!! the only thing keeping me in school is guard and my friends. OMG my life is so depressing ...
My Grandma (stepdads side) is in the hospital i hope shes ok.... i dont know whats going on im scared!!! i cant wait for this week to b over already
!!! well im goin to go and waist my life away in my room , stare at the ceiling listen to My Chem. , and what ever the hell else is on my computer..... <3<3<3... if u want to talk message me on my page or call my cellular
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***Well my week has been pretty bad... idk just really stressful and confusing. People suck they really do expessally guys ... why r guys so stupid!!!!
This kid who i like i guess ... has a crush on one of my best friends ... and the one kid who i really have no interest in (other than a friend) I guess likes me now.... im so confused i dont get it. Why ?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? Ehhhh ... it figures i guess im just doomed to b by myself forever... o welll if thats the case im gonna have a fun ass time bn single!!! I give up on relationships ... Ill b a dateless loser 4 life !!!! im cool with that i guess. *sigh* Blah blah blah...
Other then the guy issues im having a really bad time in school w/ my grades ... im stressing ssoooo bad about exams ... i know my reportcard is gonna b horrible... grrrrr my life sucks!!! why cant anything go right in my life???
On top of everthing im scared that i wont hav a 2.0 and sarah will kick me off guard. Im freakin out cause i dont know what the fuck to do... ive been trying soooo hard.... i feel so stupid !!! Im never goning to get ne where in life! Ill end up a 5 year senior which would really suck.
I doubt i will have enough credits to get throuh to next year.... its so frustrateing!!! I hate this.... in a way i want to just give up!! the only thing keeping me in school is guard and my friends. OMG my life is so depressing ...
My Grandma (stepdads side) is in the hospital i hope shes ok.... i dont know whats going on im scared!!! i cant wait for this week to b over already
!!! well im goin to go and waist my life away in my room , stare at the ceiling listen to My Chem. , and what ever the hell else is on my computer..... <3<3<3... if u want to talk message me on my page or call my cellular
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