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[iloveflyingcows]

Feeling impulsive....
like quit your job...
move to another country....

i don't want to be AFRAID!
Of rejection mostly...
Of failure partly...
Of life in general.........

I want to just DO IT! WHATEVER I WANT TO DO.
I WANT TO TELL THE BOY I LIKE HIM.
I WANT TO WALK OUT AND NOT WORRY ABOUT BILLS.
I WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING INTENSE.

I AM CRAZY MANIC TONIGHT AND THE CAPSLOCK IS MAKING ME MORE ANXIOUS.
whew.

I need some sleep maybe.
Some downers probably.