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So many things to do...this week feels full to the max.
But full of fun happy dinners with friends..
and the exciting new possibilities of grad school.
and the boy that i'm semi-in love with.
It's so scary though when I think about really changing my life.
Like this could be the brink of a BIG change if I just let it happen.
Actually let this boy in.
Actually give up everything else for new possibilities.
But what to do about my job?
It can stay the same temporarily. I don't have to do anything at all until Jan 1st. But I can't do this thing half-assed. So do I give up my inflated paycheck for the bowels of minimum wage because it's more friendly to my schedule? And CAN I realisticly do it? With the life style I'm leading?
And is this boy reallly as different as I think he is?
So many possibilities...
So many things that could go very right or wrong.
But full of fun happy dinners with friends..
and the exciting new possibilities of grad school.
and the boy that i'm semi-in love with.
It's so scary though when I think about really changing my life.
Like this could be the brink of a BIG change if I just let it happen.
Actually let this boy in.
Actually give up everything else for new possibilities.
But what to do about my job?
It can stay the same temporarily. I don't have to do anything at all until Jan 1st. But I can't do this thing half-assed. So do I give up my inflated paycheck for the bowels of minimum wage because it's more friendly to my schedule? And CAN I realisticly do it? With the life style I'm leading?
And is this boy reallly as different as I think he is?
So many possibilities...
So many things that could go very right or wrong.