memory of noime
dexters sister died and this picture is of her flowerd coffin. she passed away the saturday before last. i've been to every rosary. i've helped with everyone. my body is so tired. i cried at the fiuneral. hazle stupid bitch sat in front. she is not family. noime hated her said she to plastic and she's not right in the head. dexter didn't even get to sit in the front because of the stupid bitch. she doesn't know her place in the family. she's just olivers gf. it made me so mad. we trashed mouthed her because of her mistake. if noime were still around or if she had her say she would tell her to get the fuck to the back. well its over and i can't change it. the last thing i'm going to say is that she's not even close to noime and that she likes me better. dexter was a poll barer. i took pics of the rossery and funeral. i ask oliver to help with the pics, but he wasn't much help at all, i also asked hazel. she was a better help then oliver. thank god for that. i'll be nice and say she wasn't well informed in proper etiquette. i feel bad for dexter though. noime and him were super close. she raised him. his parent had just moved from the philipines and she watched him. i tried to be as supportive as posible. i even went to the hospital all the time. every time i saw niome i would say the same thing, you still look pretty even with all the pubes in your mouth. i'm sure she knew better, but she really did still look good. maybe not as good. dexters mom is now my mom. we didn't get married yet, but dexters mom told me i'm part of the family and to pretend that noime is my real sister. even though i was after the funeral it was the happiest day of my life and the greatest thing she ever said to me. of course it was in philp and grace had to translate it. after grace translated it she confirmed it in english. now i get to call her mom.