i have an ear infection in my left ear. now its in my right and the left hasn't even finished. i tried to go out but i went home early. i haven't been to school in 6 school days and i already missed 2 days of work. fuck its like the ear infections never end. the truancy officer called my house. fuck i wanna just drop out of school. i'm not going to ( Read more... )

i go to work and school. i don't have any good days off. the only real day of i have is tuesday. i'm on call on monday and wednesdays. i work on the weekends. by the time i'm off i'm so drained i don't go out. all i do is go home and sleep. i got suspended the fourth day i went to school and i don't wanna o any more. the school fuck up my credits. ( Read more... )

i'm super sleepy. i woke up like 2 hours ago and i wanna go back to sleep. i tried but no luck. i've been working and i haven't been able to go out. i get off of work at like 3 am. argh. i go to sleep and wake up at 2 pm. but its ok. i'm going to get paid. i don't really like working grave yard bu its not so bad. i was going to go out tuesday and ( Read more... )

i'm going to live house tonight. i don't think i'll be getting to do anything else. i think amanda will be busy tonight so i'm going to ask her if she wants to go to amature night at denial with me on wednesday. oh and i changed the color of my hair back to its origanal color...black. i think it looks to black though. when it grows out it'll still ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do. i'm bored out of my ass. dex wants to go hang out with the apartment guys. i don't really wanna. sorry if not everyone liked the drawing on my last entry but i think i did i good job of it. the thing at bens was ok. i smoked a lot. picked up and dropped amanda. went home and pigged out. today all my nonexistent dreams of ( Read more... )

yay today is my birthday and now i'm 18. yay. ok that sux. i think i'm going to go out tonight. i'm going to call kira and amanda and see what there going to do. oh i draw a picture and this is it...
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i went to life house friday and it was lame. i saw guns a and b. i found out that gun a doesn't not like me. robbin gave me a beer and gun a bought me a mix drink. i also smoked three times. sigh i wanted to go to out rigger after that but we just ate with robbin, sash, and franky. i missed kiki and oscor and kira and amanda. i feel like i have no ( Read more... )

so, i'm updating. i hate updating it only happens so often. i didn't comment on jans post. happy birthday jan sorry for not commenting. i real life i just was to lazy and since i was going to update i decided that i'll just kill two birds with one stone. sigh. i'm just lazy and i made that shit up about the birds. so i haven't seen amanda plenty or ( Read more... )

           did you know that...

• smoking is good for you(mybe not or you lungs). smoking can help prevent alzheimers and increases learning and memory, by helping to prevent metals like zinc and copper build up in the hippocampus, which is th part of the brain that controls learning and memory.
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i went to the drive in three days ago. going home tomorrow. watching dirty dancing. in lamo mood. bought dvd's and cd's. also got new clothes and cool but plain american eagle shirt and slippers. i don't know what to wear on the way home. oh this is for dex cuz i think he might forget be there about 2. i talked to dex yesterday and i didn't know ( Read more... )