happy late christmas. dex ditched me. he went to give draven a ride. he left about almost 3 hours ago. sigh. i'm so fuckin' mad. he said he would come right back. now i'm stuck at his house. hi's damn computer is so fuckin' slwo i think i'm going to ge a tumer waiting fo rit to load. i'm waiting for some pics i have to load onto my photobucket. its so fuckin' freaky being at his house with him not here. i finshed 5cigs waiting. here are such pics i took and some i've drawn. i did this at dexters school. its bryan manic if he were old.
i want to paint this.
its dexter sitting.
dex just came back. i'm going to go. so i can ignore him and cry. i hate him for being gone so long. no i still love him, but i'm mad.