Cause this love don't feel so right...
Well nothing has changed since last night considering I haven't talked to him.
But I've come up with a mental plan for myself. Meaning, I have to change the way I think about this. Now I have thought about this plan before, but never really put it into effect.
So basically, I went 3 months without talking to Rob when he was in the military correct? Well yea, but it was also not extremely hard because I had all my friends there to love and support me. Now of course I still have their love and support, it's just distanced. I'm not there to spend time with them or see them, so it gets a little difficult.
Now, if I was able to do that for 3 months, why can't I do that for a few days? So the plan isn't basically to not talk to him, but to not get upset if he doesn't talk to me. So I'm going to stop going to him, and let him come to me. Now more texting no more phone calls. If he wants to talk to me he can do all the calling/texting.
I'm not just saying this to be a bitch either. But when I call, he doesn't answer. When I text, he doesn't respond. So basically, he doesn't want me doing it.
Today I sent him a text asking him if he got a message I left him and he's all like "Stop texting me I'm working."
Okay whatever fine. I sent one text.
Yet a couple hours later, he sent me two texts.
Let me tell you, I was scared as hell to respond. I didn't know if he'd yell at me for it or what not. But I did, and have yet to face any reprecussions.
But in lighter news, I don't have any.
There is nothing lighter to talk about!
That's the drama of my life. It's never ending. But hey, I guess I create it. if I didn't care so much about this shit, there'd be no drama right? So it's not that I'm going to stop caring, but I'm just going to let it stop getting to me.
I was reading over my all livejournal entries yesterday. Pretty amusing. I really loved that guy. Oh boy..memory lane.
www.livejournal.com/users/ilovecodered69
Go to that and then click calendar, and then 2004 if you are bored and wanna read about the life I've left behind. It's actually quite interesting.
"So don't make me cry,
cause this love don't feel so right.
You can't push a river,
You can't make me fall,
But you can make me,
Unreachable"
LEND ME
But I've come up with a mental plan for myself. Meaning, I have to change the way I think about this. Now I have thought about this plan before, but never really put it into effect.
So basically, I went 3 months without talking to Rob when he was in the military correct? Well yea, but it was also not extremely hard because I had all my friends there to love and support me. Now of course I still have their love and support, it's just distanced. I'm not there to spend time with them or see them, so it gets a little difficult.
Now, if I was able to do that for 3 months, why can't I do that for a few days? So the plan isn't basically to not talk to him, but to not get upset if he doesn't talk to me. So I'm going to stop going to him, and let him come to me. Now more texting no more phone calls. If he wants to talk to me he can do all the calling/texting.
I'm not just saying this to be a bitch either. But when I call, he doesn't answer. When I text, he doesn't respond. So basically, he doesn't want me doing it.
Today I sent him a text asking him if he got a message I left him and he's all like "Stop texting me I'm working."
Okay whatever fine. I sent one text.
Yet a couple hours later, he sent me two texts.
Let me tell you, I was scared as hell to respond. I didn't know if he'd yell at me for it or what not. But I did, and have yet to face any reprecussions.
But in lighter news, I don't have any.
There is nothing lighter to talk about!
That's the drama of my life. It's never ending. But hey, I guess I create it. if I didn't care so much about this shit, there'd be no drama right? So it's not that I'm going to stop caring, but I'm just going to let it stop getting to me.
I was reading over my all livejournal entries yesterday. Pretty amusing. I really loved that guy. Oh boy..memory lane.
www.livejournal.com/users/ilovecodered69
Go to that and then click calendar, and then 2004 if you are bored and wanna read about the life I've left behind. It's actually quite interesting.
"So don't make me cry,
cause this love don't feel so right.
You can't push a river,
You can't make me fall,
But you can make me,
Unreachable"
LEND ME