I might throw up now.
OKAY. i remember when i said i wouldn't cry because i hated everyone.
but i lied. a big fat lie.
i can't believe i'm leaving in ...11 hours.
backtracking.
schoolies was the best week of my life. i don't even know how to explain it so i won't try. i went on the trip without any expectations at all and i came back closer to everyone than i had been all year.
so i stayed another week. for formal...and final assembly...and just to have more time.
but time is upppp. part of me is excited.
the other part... crying.
i just cannot believe it. it's like i thought this day would never come. that i'd be stuck here forever. but i know that this is what going away does. it leaves you with a good taste in your mouth...and i'm really happy. because now i'll remember the good times. it's like the bad ones never exsisted...
christ i could write 40 books right now.
i havent started packing and its 1am and i'm leaving at 9am and i still have to do so much stuff! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
omg. i'm just really glad i got this experience. i can't believe it's over. fuck i really just cant explain this right now. why am i writing a journal entry when thoughts are just there. anyone reading this will probably be like what the fuck. okay i'm done.
see you soon maybe?
hellos and goodbyes.
but i lied. a big fat lie.
i can't believe i'm leaving in ...11 hours.
backtracking.
schoolies was the best week of my life. i don't even know how to explain it so i won't try. i went on the trip without any expectations at all and i came back closer to everyone than i had been all year.
so i stayed another week. for formal...and final assembly...and just to have more time.
but time is upppp. part of me is excited.
the other part... crying.
i just cannot believe it. it's like i thought this day would never come. that i'd be stuck here forever. but i know that this is what going away does. it leaves you with a good taste in your mouth...and i'm really happy. because now i'll remember the good times. it's like the bad ones never exsisted...
christ i could write 40 books right now.
i havent started packing and its 1am and i'm leaving at 9am and i still have to do so much stuff! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
omg. i'm just really glad i got this experience. i can't believe it's over. fuck i really just cant explain this right now. why am i writing a journal entry when thoughts are just there. anyone reading this will probably be like what the fuck. okay i'm done.
see you soon maybe?
hellos and goodbyes.