"So now I'm wondering, is it me or is it me...
that can't see silver linings, so I fucked it up, I watched you go, I saw my hand not dialing the phone, and all I'm left to do, is remember the dull room, we sat in blue screen light, watching the strike of '59, I dreamed of wrecking my underwear, oh can I touch your cheeks somewhere, oh under dirt filled rainy nights, with my my socks stuck in the mud, PLEASE COME DIVE IN PUDDLES WITH ME!!! our one sweet night together, and under highway signs, I watched our love go fluttering, dissapating, I counted all the headlights, to make sure I was alright..."
I saw the best thing ever last night... An episode of 'Mission Hill'.
Most of you dont know that show, some may... but in this show a younger brother, moves in with his older brother... Now this younger brother wants to be cool and he decides to through a party to show his new cool side. Now this is where it starts getting funny...
First, the 2 of his friends that show up, show up with a Card Game, and instead of drinking, play a card game, a nerdy card game... okay. Well the rest of the people that show up are his brothers friends, friends of friends etc... After the kid gets drunk.. like really drunk, someone changes the music... to Ska. He runs out in the middle of everyone he doesn't know and starts SKANKIN!!! I almost cried from laughing, and then he yells "YEAH IT'S SKA". Oh my I loved it, then he tried picking up a girl, I couldn't see a better version of me in cartoon form.. anyone who's ever seen me drunk when Ska is playing can understand that.
So I have no guarenteed plans of where I'm going to be in the next month. I just can't fathom still being here. I am so trapped here, I can't get out of NH, WHY NOT?! ARG I need to leave. I have nothing holding me here, but I can't go anywhere else. I need to move to a city. To a warmer climate. I THINK IM GONNA BLOW.
Adam
I saw the best thing ever last night... An episode of 'Mission Hill'.
Most of you dont know that show, some may... but in this show a younger brother, moves in with his older brother... Now this younger brother wants to be cool and he decides to through a party to show his new cool side. Now this is where it starts getting funny...
First, the 2 of his friends that show up, show up with a Card Game, and instead of drinking, play a card game, a nerdy card game... okay. Well the rest of the people that show up are his brothers friends, friends of friends etc... After the kid gets drunk.. like really drunk, someone changes the music... to Ska. He runs out in the middle of everyone he doesn't know and starts SKANKIN!!! I almost cried from laughing, and then he yells "YEAH IT'S SKA". Oh my I loved it, then he tried picking up a girl, I couldn't see a better version of me in cartoon form.. anyone who's ever seen me drunk when Ska is playing can understand that.
So I have no guarenteed plans of where I'm going to be in the next month. I just can't fathom still being here. I am so trapped here, I can't get out of NH, WHY NOT?! ARG I need to leave. I have nothing holding me here, but I can't go anywhere else. I need to move to a city. To a warmer climate. I THINK IM GONNA BLOW.
Adam