over the year
Today is November 11th 2009.
it's beeen over a year since i've been on here and I kind of miss this shit. It gives me a place to write and vent out everything.
In the past year wow so much has happened.
I am completely totally done with jamie. He was a huge part of my life the past 2 years but ultimately just kept bringing me down farther and farther. It's too hard to be around him let alone talk to him so i cut all ties with him and wish him the best of luck in his life even though we all know it's going no where.
Derek- I don't know how it started or why, but we started talking almost a year ago. We started dating on January 10th 2009. We broke up in June. But we were on and off throughout the entire summer until august. I ruiend things obviously. I cheated on him. How stupid can I be honestly. We officially stopped talking in august and I hadn't talked to him in almost 2 months. I miss him horribly to this day. I don't think i've ever felt so sure about what I wanted this time. I'd give anything to make things right and start over new with him. For once I had someone good in my life who was different then the other and someone who made me smile. I would give anything to have him back. Maybe this is for the best though??
Holleee-babygirl it's insane to think you're gone. I wasn't that close with you but I loved you to death and anytime I seen you you were so bright and cheerful and happy and we always talked about hanging out more but we never did and i' sorry for that babygirl. I guess God needs you more then we do down on earth. I know you're up there lookin out for all of us and smokin some fat ass blunts. We love and miss you so much sweetheart. <33 R.I.P.
it's beeen over a year since i've been on here and I kind of miss this shit. It gives me a place to write and vent out everything.
In the past year wow so much has happened.
I am completely totally done with jamie. He was a huge part of my life the past 2 years but ultimately just kept bringing me down farther and farther. It's too hard to be around him let alone talk to him so i cut all ties with him and wish him the best of luck in his life even though we all know it's going no where.
Derek- I don't know how it started or why, but we started talking almost a year ago. We started dating on January 10th 2009. We broke up in June. But we were on and off throughout the entire summer until august. I ruiend things obviously. I cheated on him. How stupid can I be honestly. We officially stopped talking in august and I hadn't talked to him in almost 2 months. I miss him horribly to this day. I don't think i've ever felt so sure about what I wanted this time. I'd give anything to make things right and start over new with him. For once I had someone good in my life who was different then the other and someone who made me smile. I would give anything to have him back. Maybe this is for the best though??
Holleee-babygirl it's insane to think you're gone. I wasn't that close with you but I loved you to death and anytime I seen you you were so bright and cheerful and happy and we always talked about hanging out more but we never did and i' sorry for that babygirl. I guess God needs you more then we do down on earth. I know you're up there lookin out for all of us and smokin some fat ass blunts. We love and miss you so much sweetheart. <33 R.I.P.