(no subject)
Well, i cant keep going, when i think i am strong enough to fight is when i fall the highest... * sighs* i am so tired...just so tired that i cant do anything for my family, theres no money.... my sister is paying for my father debts and shit...but hell, i feel so useless...i tried to get a job and i just couldnt, i am still waiting for a fucking interview...i guess i will just go out and ask for a job selling pizzas or whatever, selling sex time... lol...
I am starting to think thats really an option... * shakes head*
Yet, i am so afraid of going out and start working, i didnt ask for this!!! I thought my life could be perfect forever... i thought we had money problems before... and i never thought things couldget worse...and look at me now... geez...
I tried what you would call " magic" and it didnt work...messy enough i posted that in yahell questions and i was told i needed to get closer to god, that i was a demon helper... that i was satan ally... geez... stupid closeminded people... i wanted to yell at all the stupid people out there.... they know shit... they know absolutely nothing... and they acted like complete fools...
Oh god...i just wish i didnt wake up tomorrow....
It sickens me to be at home, i need to go back to college...lol!!! and vacations just started and i am already going crazy... i cant believe this....
Someone just steal me away please... i cant take this anymore
I am starting to think thats really an option... * shakes head*
Yet, i am so afraid of going out and start working, i didnt ask for this!!! I thought my life could be perfect forever... i thought we had money problems before... and i never thought things couldget worse...and look at me now... geez...
I tried what you would call " magic" and it didnt work...messy enough i posted that in yahell questions and i was told i needed to get closer to god, that i was a demon helper... that i was satan ally... geez... stupid closeminded people... i wanted to yell at all the stupid people out there.... they know shit... they know absolutely nothing... and they acted like complete fools...
Oh god...i just wish i didnt wake up tomorrow....
It sickens me to be at home, i need to go back to college...lol!!! and vacations just started and i am already going crazy... i cant believe this....
Someone just steal me away please... i cant take this anymore