Nov 15, 2005 11:09
damn. in my attemept to finish script analysis last night, I didn't do my CST MW music class, and it closed today instead of tommorrow like I thought....damn. so I failed that class completely, I must have misread the date, damn. Why didn't I stay up and stay here and work on it. I guess I've crossed too many black cats, walked under too many ladders or something .... this week has been extremely unlucky. DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!! This is not how I wanted this quarter to end, damn, I guess I've been too lax about making myself work, so next quarter.. Here's my goal... dean's list, ok... nothing lower than a B in a class, no skipping, no failing, no procrastination.... I might push away from people a little, but don't let me, but still make sure I'm doing all my work and going to class. damn.
and I still don't even think its a good paper. yeah, unlucky as hell week. 1)bad paper 2)stupid accident last night 3) showing up 10 mins late to my script analysis class 4) realizing that i'm a fuckup ......... fuckin' great, just fuckin' peachy.