the tears of mine running down my cheek..........
:(
that pretty much describes me today, i'm a wreck, i'm trying to hide it but everytime i think about it I end up crying. For everyone who doesn't know, I talked to Matt today, I went in excited and eager to talk about what I thought would be my best year at WSU and he let me know that the dept. cut me. They felt that I haven't grown enough, but I disagree, I think that because of what I learned from "mistakes" during Piano Lesson thats thats what made me stronger as a designer, I wish that they had just taken the time to look and analyze how I have learned from my past mistakes. Now I'm not a design/tech major, I don't know what to do, these people were my family and this was my life; so i'm a big whirlpool of emotions right now. Why does my summers always have to suck, last year and now this. If you have ever considered yourself to be a friend of mine, I need you the most now. I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be a theatre studies student, I want to be a design/tech, thats my home, its my life, its my label for myself, its my family, its me. I don't wanna be a theatre studies student playing designer and programmer. I don't know what to think even though Matt wants me to stay around and such, I don't know if I can stand in that hallway and be judged. I don't know what your master plan is God, but I trust you, I always have, but this doesn't feel right to me. So once again, if you are a friend of mine, I need you guys more than ever.
that pretty much describes me today, i'm a wreck, i'm trying to hide it but everytime i think about it I end up crying. For everyone who doesn't know, I talked to Matt today, I went in excited and eager to talk about what I thought would be my best year at WSU and he let me know that the dept. cut me. They felt that I haven't grown enough, but I disagree, I think that because of what I learned from "mistakes" during Piano Lesson thats thats what made me stronger as a designer, I wish that they had just taken the time to look and analyze how I have learned from my past mistakes. Now I'm not a design/tech major, I don't know what to do, these people were my family and this was my life; so i'm a big whirlpool of emotions right now. Why does my summers always have to suck, last year and now this. If you have ever considered yourself to be a friend of mine, I need you the most now. I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be a theatre studies student, I want to be a design/tech, thats my home, its my life, its my label for myself, its my family, its me. I don't wanna be a theatre studies student playing designer and programmer. I don't know what to think even though Matt wants me to stay around and such, I don't know if I can stand in that hallway and be judged. I don't know what your master plan is God, but I trust you, I always have, but this doesn't feel right to me. So once again, if you are a friend of mine, I need you guys more than ever.