A Choice, You Say?
A Choice, You Say?
It wasn’t supposed to end this way
Wasn’t supposed to end
We were struggling on like no other, just fine
1 step ahead and 3 steps back
And a million and one circumstances
punching us in the stomach;
making us just a little bitter
But we were weaving the history of Our Story
Retelling it to each other; to remind us, to continue;
to one day tell our children
We had this Vision ahead;
that one day, things would be at peace
Not knowing how or when, just aiming towards it
It was never an option to fail
on the way, not like this
It never occurred to us -
that we should be apart to save each other
Not that we would have to let go of that emotional investment
as if it never have been;
the One we have been fighting for, for so long
Never thought about the fact
that the love between us was an obstacle,
refraining us from being who we are
That Love can tear apart with its very existence
No it was never a choice to be made
Not like this
To let go what we love most
That is just not fair
How can it even be an Option?
And still we are Here and we Have To
It breaks us either way; breaking apart or breaking together
Are we saving each other? I don’t know. Do you know?
Try to reason with the heart and we end up in Circles
Try to reason with logic and it creates a Chaos
I have run out of reasonable thoughts
and understandable feelings too
It wasn´t supposed to end this way
Wasn´t supposed to End.