Day 30
I did absolutely jack shit today. Oh Im sorry I cleaned the bathroom, and I made dinner. Does that count for anything? I made hamburgers in a pan, iwth 96/4 lean ground beef, romaine lettuce, onions and I had made cloud bread the day before, so used that for buns. It was really really yummy; even the boys liked it. I can forsee making that alot in the future. I have really felt like being a recluse today, I stayed in bed, and read my book and took a nap all day. I Just couldn't muster the energy or want to do anythimg today. Maybe i'ts cause I didn't take my meds. Yeah that could be part of the problem. I havent in a few das in fact. I Must start remembering to do that. Im spilling ketones still mdoerate/large amount, weight is 265.5 dropped a half a pound. I freaked out this mornign thought I gained, hey dumbass take your phone and wallet out of your pocket before weighing... I was not awake i swear. I've goten excerisse the last two days, I feel really fatigued because of that and not eating enough calories to compensate for it. But, Im Just not hungry. Im not sure this diet is going to be for me. I think I will give it till end of the supply I bought this time, then I will decide if I am going to stick to it, or go to another diet. But I am not going to stop dieting. I am going to continue to lose weight, just will have to find another way. I don't like some o fthe side efffeects of the HCG, especially cause it's making me ocd crazy....