Rock 'n' Roll and Various Other Things

[illoeanta]

I shouldn't be feeling as sleepy or as stuffy as I do right now. Contrary to how I feel, it's a rather nice day so far. The weather is beautiful and nothing's gone horribly awry. Damn hormones. . .that's what I'm blaming my depression on right now. I feel very slow, which is the classic definition of depression. I don't have the psychological energy to feel well right now either. In fact I was a little sad this morning for absolutely no reason at all. I'm so irrational when I get like that. Stupid brain!(shakes fist)In any case, I'm starting to feel better right now. I just put in a little rock music. I listened to the Polyphonic Spree earlier. That made me feel a little better, it always does. Surprisingly I'm very hungry right now. That must be a side effect of the hormones.I can't wait for the new Zutons album to hit the United States. I'm so psyched, it comes out on my birthday. I'm so getting myself a present. Maybe I'll just order it online this weekend from Britain, I think I'd get it sooner. Oh well, I'll just have to have patience I s'pose. Other than listening to and thinking about rock music. I'm bored, and I miss Jenn. Sure we talk everyday, but I don't get to see her everyday. School folk are so lucky. I slept outside last night, I have been sleeping outside for quite a while now and fors the last week or so I've been waking up at around 9h00 each morning to the sound of a cactus wren who isnt't a bbit shy. It always insists of coming right up to my ear and letting loose with a series of very loud chirps. Though, I'm not complaining. . .it beats waking up to an electric alarms clock. I hate those things. The stars the last few nightss have been really nice. The skies have been so clear. All in all, it's a beautiful day. Too bad I'm still feeling sleepy and stuffed up. I know I'm not sick, because already I'm feeling better. I s'pose I can muster up the energy to get a cup o' tea and some chocolate though. Mmmm chocolate. I've still got noir speciale in my fridge. For now I s'pose I could stop rambling, I actually do have things to do today, and hopefully I get to see Jenn too. Well, we'll see. Pour mes amis qui regardes quel j'ecrives, au revoir et je t'aime.For the rest of you. . .

Ciao
~Chat Noir