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[illneverforget8]

ERRRRRRR today was like the most stressful day i think i have ever had.. i actually took it out on someone to today so thats how i figured that.. and then it just got worse and worse.. i literally cant wait for Marching Band to be over.. i was really injoying it but latley it has been just a burdon and more. I have been so stressed with this competition and learning all this new stuff in like three practices and have been forgetting my homework and not been sleeping very well. i just feel so stressed with everything going on in my life.. i want my old one back.. the one were i actually had time to hang with my friends and have fun.. go shopping and see a movie.. go on dates or just hang out...
oh then to top this list i have all my college stuff i have to worry about.. i have so much stuff to do and get ready before my senior year is finished.. sometimes i feel like i just wnat to give up..i have my friends who help me and everything

I wish everyday for that one person who can come save me from myself.
The one who i can run to when the world turns on me and i need help.
That one who can be my support when i fall and has that shoulder that is there for me to cry on.
The one who always believes in me even when i dont believe in myself.
The one who calls me every night to make sure im alright
The one who prtects me from the darkness and hold me when im scared.