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Oct 18, 2005 18:36

Why is it that when ever we ant something we have to give something else up for it. and then when we give it up we always seem to regret it someway or another.
I gave up the one thing that truley helped me in life for a car..but their were other reasons that will stay.
When i moved to Deleon Springs i rode horses and i loved it and that is were i got my first horese. i loved her no matter how old she was...that was the one thing that i could do with my friend. but then we moved to Georgia and i hated it. The only thing i liked was that i still had Cheyanne with me and could still ride. but she started getting old and i couldn't ride her much and she eventually died. so i got a new horse Gennie. she was the first horse that i started to ride barrels on and also i rode her in my first rodeo. At that time Riding was my life. i din't have many friends except for the ones out at the barn. Then when Gennie got to small for me i got Lynx and he din't last long because well he just bucked a whole bunch. and then i got Odie. I loved odie and i still do. He was the one horse taht truley helped me out. I had him in one of my high school years and he helped me relaxe. i had other friends at that time besides the barn but still i felt like my best friend was him. Then one day he got an absyss and well he just didn't really seem to recover from it that well. i couldn't ride him. Around that time my parents said that i had to choose between a car and a horse adn i figured that i needed the car more at that time and i mean i didn't want another horse because no one could ever replace Odie. so i chose the car. Well it has almost been two years and i think about him everyday wondering how he is and if he is being treated right.And the one thing i do is regret ever giving up on him. after all he never gave up on me.

Wed: going to help devan
Thurs: practice/youth council
Fri: senior night/8th grader night
Sat: competition at Forsyth Central
Sun: church/youth group/maybe go see a movie
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