Update for the 27th of September, 2004
Monday.
When I woke up, I didn't know where I was, what time of the day it was, what date it was, who I were, what had happened, and etc.
Apparently, I've had a very lively dream, that I, of course, can't remember now.
Damn.
Went to school. Almost came late for Math, because of my vanity. I couldn't find the badana I always wrap around my wrist/arm (don't ask. I've denied telling the others why)
So. Had math. Felt even dumber than normal.
Ate with the girls. AC was sick. We just sat there, talked randomly about this and that. We spend so little time together these days that there's nothing to talk about.
Had history. It was kinda boring, so I was mentally flying around, thinking about this and that.
Had geography. I had an oral presentation about vulcanos. Everybody loves when I tell stories. I don't know why. I think it's because I am able to enter a story. I used my hands a lot. And there were times where I closed my eyes, just so I could enter the story.
It's the same with music... just a lot deeper. You are able to gewt me into the mood that music represents. I feel the way I do now, because Linkin Parks Papercut puts a certain feeling in me.
Well. Biked home with Christina. We shouted to eachother, because the wind was so powerful.
Took my dinner now, because I was hungry. Lasagna, my mom had bought.
Okay. This is it. I am definately vegetarian now. To a certain limit... I found a weird piece of meat in my lasagna. I ALWAYS find weird meat. And I am always just about to throw up, because I could've aten it. Childish, but that's the way I work.
SO. For dinner, pasta with tomato sauce, cheese, avocado and jalapenos. Ummm.
As I was walking around in the house alone, I was chatting with myself. I talk with myself. I am strange like that, feel free to judge me. I've done it since I was 12. I do it, because if I don't do it, I am all alone. So when I stopped talking, discussong with myself. I felt alone. It's the worst feeling of all.
I have begun to stop smiling. I always go neutral. :| That's me. When people look at me, that's what they see. I always look forward. I never look down. I always look into peoples eyes, and I think it scares me that I look into their eyes. They always bend their heads, no matter who they are.
Certain people from my past make me bend my head though. And I am so ashamed over it.
When I woke up, I didn't know where I was, what time of the day it was, what date it was, who I were, what had happened, and etc.
Apparently, I've had a very lively dream, that I, of course, can't remember now.
Damn.
Went to school. Almost came late for Math, because of my vanity. I couldn't find the badana I always wrap around my wrist/arm (don't ask. I've denied telling the others why)
So. Had math. Felt even dumber than normal.
Ate with the girls. AC was sick. We just sat there, talked randomly about this and that. We spend so little time together these days that there's nothing to talk about.
Had history. It was kinda boring, so I was mentally flying around, thinking about this and that.
Had geography. I had an oral presentation about vulcanos. Everybody loves when I tell stories. I don't know why. I think it's because I am able to enter a story. I used my hands a lot. And there were times where I closed my eyes, just so I could enter the story.
It's the same with music... just a lot deeper. You are able to gewt me into the mood that music represents. I feel the way I do now, because Linkin Parks Papercut puts a certain feeling in me.
Well. Biked home with Christina. We shouted to eachother, because the wind was so powerful.
Took my dinner now, because I was hungry. Lasagna, my mom had bought.
Okay. This is it. I am definately vegetarian now. To a certain limit... I found a weird piece of meat in my lasagna. I ALWAYS find weird meat. And I am always just about to throw up, because I could've aten it. Childish, but that's the way I work.
SO. For dinner, pasta with tomato sauce, cheese, avocado and jalapenos. Ummm.
As I was walking around in the house alone, I was chatting with myself. I talk with myself. I am strange like that, feel free to judge me. I've done it since I was 12. I do it, because if I don't do it, I am all alone. So when I stopped talking, discussong with myself. I felt alone. It's the worst feeling of all.
I have begun to stop smiling. I always go neutral. :| That's me. When people look at me, that's what they see. I always look forward. I never look down. I always look into peoples eyes, and I think it scares me that I look into their eyes. They always bend their heads, no matter who they are.
Certain people from my past make me bend my head though. And I am so ashamed over it.