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err. i hate it when i don't update this thing for days. it can be so hard to remember what i've done these past few days. well lets see.. last time i wrote in here was tuesday..
that night i ended up going to bingo. met up with robin who was there with lacey, brooke, levi and miles. that was fun. my first time playing bingo. i get very frustrated with that. hah. well after bingo miles took me and robin back to her house. we didn't do that much. went to rich's, got some free pizza... you know. heh. stayed the night there, they took me home on the way to robin's appt in the morning. fun. [she is having her baby sea section sometime this week, i'm so excited !]
well i don't think i ended up doing anything wednesday... or thursday for that matter. i know that one of these days i went to the drive-in with missy & patzy, and we took her neice and nephew who are both under the age of 2. wasn't a very good idea. lol.
ummm.. yesterday, ah. yesterday. well... not alst night but the night before me and scotty had a little feud. i don't even remember how it started, it's always over something totally stupid though. but yah, so friday night. i talked to deanna, scotty's cousin, before she went out with scotty and rabecca for the whore's birthday. and previously she had told me that scotty made it seem like we were done and all this stuff. so i asked her if she could talk to him and see what he says. cuz i know he won't tell me the truth. the kid lies about everything. soo she was supposed to text me at some point during the night and didn't. so i went upstairs. at 1:30 my phone rang and it was scotty, he was askin like 21 questions about if i was online talkin to deanna and all this other shit that really shouldn't have mattered. and like any other time we talk, that soon turned into an argument. nothin new though. and then i of course couldn't get a hold of him for the rest of the night, or morning.
i finally got a hold of him at about 2 in the afternoon or so. and started bitchin cuz i thought it was pretty shitty he called at 1:30 in the morning to be a dick, and ruin my night. well it turns out that he thought that rabecca and deanna were sayin shit online to me for some reason. and he was mad at THEM, not me. but who knows? i was basically jus bein a bitch to him about everything. i mean, all we do is fight. he is such a prick. and then he was like "well i was going to ask u to go to the races with me tonight but not if ur gonna be like that" or some shit. um.. he also said that he's done with girls. i guess rabecca pissed him off the night before. and he don't give a fuck about no girls or some shit??
i'm not really all that sure. BUT .. we did play something like phone tag all afternoon. well not really phone tag, because not once did he call me. it was basically like him being an asshole to me on the phone, and then he would hang up, so i would call back and he would yell at me for calling back. mm. yah, that's basically how it went.
and then i got the courage to tell him i'm done. i know i tell him that a lot but i was being more serious bout it this time. haha. and basically as soon as i said that THEN he started to be nice. and he said he would call me back, being nice. so i believed him. but sure enough he didn't..
so about the time of his break at work i texted him...
illest x ladii x: txt me back now & tell me when u want ur c.d's & the ones i burnt 4 u
+17168035396: Im goin insane
illest x ladii x: y scotty ? whats wrong?
+17168035396: I just hate my life
SOO0O.. me being the nice person i am called him. and he is jus so stressed out with everything i guess. i would be too. he has so many bills to pay, i know he has A LOT of girls on his mind. baby mama drama. just everything. and i guess him & his boss got into it or something. so he ended up telling me that he don't want to talk to ANY girls for a while. he wants to be single and see what he wants. so i told him that i'm not goin to have him drop me and think he can pick me up whenever it's convienent for his ass. so we fought, and then we argued some more. ugh..
so i called him this afternoon like when i got up and talked to him. and he was actually really nice. i asked him if he was doing any better and stuff, and he said yeah. so that's good. and he was busy at the flea market gettin new speakers so he said that he would call me back. and i didn't think he would. but sure enough he did. but we can't hang out today. he's goin to the fair with corry & danielle tonight, and then clubbin. so i know he's goin to be meetin plenty of new girls. gettin their numbers. sorda sucks, but what can ya do. after we hung up, he called me right back. and told me he liked my new haircut. i sent him a text a few days ago of it, and he's jus now saying that. he told me it looks really nice and stuff. i think it was more in a friendly way, rather than a flirty way. but either way, it was nice of him.
so i mean hopefully we hang out soon? idk. idk what i want anymore. for some reason i still feel like i like brent. it's weird. hah. who knows though? i guess only time will tell.. if it's meant to be it will happen with me and scotty.
ah.
well leave some comments, annonymous ones too ;-]
that night i ended up going to bingo. met up with robin who was there with lacey, brooke, levi and miles. that was fun. my first time playing bingo. i get very frustrated with that. hah. well after bingo miles took me and robin back to her house. we didn't do that much. went to rich's, got some free pizza... you know. heh. stayed the night there, they took me home on the way to robin's appt in the morning. fun. [she is having her baby sea section sometime this week, i'm so excited !]
well i don't think i ended up doing anything wednesday... or thursday for that matter. i know that one of these days i went to the drive-in with missy & patzy, and we took her neice and nephew who are both under the age of 2. wasn't a very good idea. lol.
ummm.. yesterday, ah. yesterday. well... not alst night but the night before me and scotty had a little feud. i don't even remember how it started, it's always over something totally stupid though. but yah, so friday night. i talked to deanna, scotty's cousin, before she went out with scotty and rabecca for the whore's birthday. and previously she had told me that scotty made it seem like we were done and all this stuff. so i asked her if she could talk to him and see what he says. cuz i know he won't tell me the truth. the kid lies about everything. soo she was supposed to text me at some point during the night and didn't. so i went upstairs. at 1:30 my phone rang and it was scotty, he was askin like 21 questions about if i was online talkin to deanna and all this other shit that really shouldn't have mattered. and like any other time we talk, that soon turned into an argument. nothin new though. and then i of course couldn't get a hold of him for the rest of the night, or morning.
i finally got a hold of him at about 2 in the afternoon or so. and started bitchin cuz i thought it was pretty shitty he called at 1:30 in the morning to be a dick, and ruin my night. well it turns out that he thought that rabecca and deanna were sayin shit online to me for some reason. and he was mad at THEM, not me. but who knows? i was basically jus bein a bitch to him about everything. i mean, all we do is fight. he is such a prick. and then he was like "well i was going to ask u to go to the races with me tonight but not if ur gonna be like that" or some shit. um.. he also said that he's done with girls. i guess rabecca pissed him off the night before. and he don't give a fuck about no girls or some shit??
i'm not really all that sure. BUT .. we did play something like phone tag all afternoon. well not really phone tag, because not once did he call me. it was basically like him being an asshole to me on the phone, and then he would hang up, so i would call back and he would yell at me for calling back. mm. yah, that's basically how it went.
and then i got the courage to tell him i'm done. i know i tell him that a lot but i was being more serious bout it this time. haha. and basically as soon as i said that THEN he started to be nice. and he said he would call me back, being nice. so i believed him. but sure enough he didn't..
so about the time of his break at work i texted him...
illest x ladii x: txt me back now & tell me when u want ur c.d's & the ones i burnt 4 u
+17168035396: Im goin insane
illest x ladii x: y scotty ? whats wrong?
+17168035396: I just hate my life
SOO0O.. me being the nice person i am called him. and he is jus so stressed out with everything i guess. i would be too. he has so many bills to pay, i know he has A LOT of girls on his mind. baby mama drama. just everything. and i guess him & his boss got into it or something. so he ended up telling me that he don't want to talk to ANY girls for a while. he wants to be single and see what he wants. so i told him that i'm not goin to have him drop me and think he can pick me up whenever it's convienent for his ass. so we fought, and then we argued some more. ugh..
so i called him this afternoon like when i got up and talked to him. and he was actually really nice. i asked him if he was doing any better and stuff, and he said yeah. so that's good. and he was busy at the flea market gettin new speakers so he said that he would call me back. and i didn't think he would. but sure enough he did. but we can't hang out today. he's goin to the fair with corry & danielle tonight, and then clubbin. so i know he's goin to be meetin plenty of new girls. gettin their numbers. sorda sucks, but what can ya do. after we hung up, he called me right back. and told me he liked my new haircut. i sent him a text a few days ago of it, and he's jus now saying that. he told me it looks really nice and stuff. i think it was more in a friendly way, rather than a flirty way. but either way, it was nice of him.
so i mean hopefully we hang out soon? idk. idk what i want anymore. for some reason i still feel like i like brent. it's weird. hah. who knows though? i guess only time will tell.. if it's meant to be it will happen with me and scotty.
ah.
well leave some comments, annonymous ones too ;-]