The cloud parts and the rain goes away, there may not be sunshine but theres no more clouds ahead

[illeagle4life]

being friends after a relationship is hard. it tore apart two of my best friends, and hope fully wont be the case with others, but with me and ally its been awkward. there has been so much to say and move past, but with someone still there as a major part of your life it doesnt happen so. we are best friends, but all the shit in our past has gotten muddled with our present. it took me coming clean on how i felt during our relationship and both of us being mature about it and discussing our shit to ease everythign between us. we seemed to cmmunicate better tonight than we did together. maybe thats whats meant to be, best friends worst lovers. i dunno(personally i thought we had our moments together as lovers but i digress). bumps in the road may follow for both of us together as well as separate but atleast we move on being friends and not enemies.

heres to my next relationship, whenever and whoever that may be, friends before and through, but more importantly after.