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this is why chris duncan ended his life, because of the after effects of METH!
I hate this evil scum drug and I hate myself for ever taking that first hit in kims car with that kid with the red fro fucking slapping me on the shoulder. Flashback to six years later and I'm still going back for more. Like I never went to rehab a year ago and learned to love myself and my teeth and my skin and my heart and my brain and all of the things that are being merely desecrated by this drug. Like it didn't totally ruin my life and my mothers and caused me to lose my nice comfy life in thailand and be forced on a plane to america where I was met with the worst depression I ever had, and when I finally escaped that, what happens?
I go back again, because I'm desperate, or bored.
I hate this evil scum drug and I hate myself for ever taking that first hit in kims car with that kid with the red fro fucking slapping me on the shoulder. Flashback to six years later and I'm still going back for more. Like I never went to rehab a year ago and learned to love myself and my teeth and my skin and my heart and my brain and all of the things that are being merely desecrated by this drug. Like it didn't totally ruin my life and my mothers and caused me to lose my nice comfy life in thailand and be forced on a plane to america where I was met with the worst depression I ever had, and when I finally escaped that, what happens?
I go back again, because I'm desperate, or bored.