GAHHH
i know its been a while. ive been really freaking busy.dash.lazy. its not like anyone misses my updates anyway.
its been all the same... field hockey. eat. sleep. tv. school. repeat.
things have been really good with glen lately, although im worried they will not be so good if/when i start drinking heavily again. i miss party sarah. and i think im not the only one... its just been so long cuz we got shit on for the end of our season. i miss last year. living with everyone. being with everyone. i hate it when im never around. i dont know... i just feel like i never see kori and kristina. but... it will change in like a week and a half... season over. more time for me. school. FRIENDS. my love. my passions... yeah. more time.
field hockey stresses me out so much. i give my all to this bullshit. and... i do love the sport so much. but i get shit on every fucking day. i cant decide if im going to play next year or not... its like... so short... i dont want to regret not being there. not playing. missing the team. not being part of the team. but... for what? i like practice more than gamedays. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING.
i dont even know... miderms over. fieldhockey over in 2 weeks. cant wait for halloween. fuck.
its been all the same... field hockey. eat. sleep. tv. school. repeat.
things have been really good with glen lately, although im worried they will not be so good if/when i start drinking heavily again. i miss party sarah. and i think im not the only one... its just been so long cuz we got shit on for the end of our season. i miss last year. living with everyone. being with everyone. i hate it when im never around. i dont know... i just feel like i never see kori and kristina. but... it will change in like a week and a half... season over. more time for me. school. FRIENDS. my love. my passions... yeah. more time.
field hockey stresses me out so much. i give my all to this bullshit. and... i do love the sport so much. but i get shit on every fucking day. i cant decide if im going to play next year or not... its like... so short... i dont want to regret not being there. not playing. missing the team. not being part of the team. but... for what? i like practice more than gamedays. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING.
i dont even know... miderms over. fieldhockey over in 2 weeks. cant wait for halloween. fuck.