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i dont even know where to start... so... i just will.
jen started working for me when she was 22. that was um... 13 years ago i guess. 13 years ago i was so oblivious to what was going on in my family... but jen... she knew. every time i see her for some reason we talk about how fucked up my family was... or... what really happened. yesterday she came to see me and the topic was my sister. we were actually talking about how my mom and dad are older parents, but then we got to talking about how it was only supposed to be me and kris. then micah or as jen called her "boo" came into the picture. maybe one day she will figure it out. jens all 'micah boo sounds cute, but why do you think i really called her that... suuuprise'. i guess she was supposed to be the marriage saver. mom and dad were going to get divorced before mom was even pregnant... then i guess she did... then i guess micah came... then mom went on that cruise and met scott... and we know where it goes from there. 'your father tried to make it work sarah...' anyway... i dont know why im still letting it bother me 15 years later.
today i didnt go into my third game in a row. seriously considering not playing next year. its hard for me to decide though... im all back and forth about it. its only one more year... but what if i look back and regret playing... but what if i look back and regret NOT playing... and do i really want to get up for all those 6ams to work my ass off so that i can stand on the sidelines. i dont know... yeah... sarah never knows.
amazing sex yesterday. just for the record... but ill save you the details. simply the best. oh how i love him.
what a headache i have tonight. i want... like... saturday night. drunk please? with my friends please? with beruit please?
please.
thanks.
peace up. a town down.
jen started working for me when she was 22. that was um... 13 years ago i guess. 13 years ago i was so oblivious to what was going on in my family... but jen... she knew. every time i see her for some reason we talk about how fucked up my family was... or... what really happened. yesterday she came to see me and the topic was my sister. we were actually talking about how my mom and dad are older parents, but then we got to talking about how it was only supposed to be me and kris. then micah or as jen called her "boo" came into the picture. maybe one day she will figure it out. jens all 'micah boo sounds cute, but why do you think i really called her that... suuuprise'. i guess she was supposed to be the marriage saver. mom and dad were going to get divorced before mom was even pregnant... then i guess she did... then i guess micah came... then mom went on that cruise and met scott... and we know where it goes from there. 'your father tried to make it work sarah...' anyway... i dont know why im still letting it bother me 15 years later.
today i didnt go into my third game in a row. seriously considering not playing next year. its hard for me to decide though... im all back and forth about it. its only one more year... but what if i look back and regret playing... but what if i look back and regret NOT playing... and do i really want to get up for all those 6ams to work my ass off so that i can stand on the sidelines. i dont know... yeah... sarah never knows.
amazing sex yesterday. just for the record... but ill save you the details. simply the best. oh how i love him.
what a headache i have tonight. i want... like... saturday night. drunk please? with my friends please? with beruit please?
please.
thanks.
peace up. a town down.