i quit
i quit
i quit
i fucking quit
if you dont want to hire someone have the fucking decency to call them and say no
if you fucking tell someone youll call them within the week fucking call them within the week.
fuck all of them
fuck everything.
lara says waiting tables in the city is at least cool.
so i think my new plan is as follows: fuck all you assholes
ill wait this summer... ill do what i need for money... and ill move to boston in the fall.
i mean, its not NYC but i dont know anyone in NYC i know a shit ton of people in Boston...
so i guess ill just find some whatever jobs and hope to be better off than i am here...
so... i tried, and many will say not hard enough, and i will tell them to fuck the fuck off.
i cant do this anymore.
its 930pm... i have hardly gotten out of bed today
i have not eaten one single thing
i can hardly walk
i am so upset with the lack of person i have become
just for the record dave and lara said i had to eat, so i went to the kitchen... but i all i ended up with was juice... i can even think about food bowl microwave put food to mouth... too much... way too much...
im supposed to go to laras tomorrow... so i better fucking get out of bed.
im supposed to be on lockdown anyway.
although, i am going to boston on thursday... aj is playing, and i did say i would see him this summer...
i cried in front of mom again
did i already say that? well... i dont know but i did.
she wants to know whats wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
its almost my 23rd birthday
WHERE HAVE I BEEN AND WHAT HAVE I DONE SINCE LAST YEAR
fucking nothing
why did i go to college?
i could work in the food industry without it
fuck you. fuck college. fuck life. am i thirty yet? cuz i cant handle this anymore.
im getting way too mad
way too many people read this
im out...
i quit
i fucking quit
if you dont want to hire someone have the fucking decency to call them and say no
if you fucking tell someone youll call them within the week fucking call them within the week.
fuck all of them
fuck everything.
lara says waiting tables in the city is at least cool.
so i think my new plan is as follows: fuck all you assholes
ill wait this summer... ill do what i need for money... and ill move to boston in the fall.
i mean, its not NYC but i dont know anyone in NYC i know a shit ton of people in Boston...
so i guess ill just find some whatever jobs and hope to be better off than i am here...
so... i tried, and many will say not hard enough, and i will tell them to fuck the fuck off.
i cant do this anymore.
its 930pm... i have hardly gotten out of bed today
i have not eaten one single thing
i can hardly walk
i am so upset with the lack of person i have become
just for the record dave and lara said i had to eat, so i went to the kitchen... but i all i ended up with was juice... i can even think about food bowl microwave put food to mouth... too much... way too much...
im supposed to go to laras tomorrow... so i better fucking get out of bed.
im supposed to be on lockdown anyway.
although, i am going to boston on thursday... aj is playing, and i did say i would see him this summer...
i cried in front of mom again
did i already say that? well... i dont know but i did.
she wants to know whats wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
its almost my 23rd birthday
WHERE HAVE I BEEN AND WHAT HAVE I DONE SINCE LAST YEAR
fucking nothing
why did i go to college?
i could work in the food industry without it
fuck you. fuck college. fuck life. am i thirty yet? cuz i cant handle this anymore.
im getting way too mad
way too many people read this
im out...