back in the woods
been back since sunday....
well, yeah, i guess... lara and i left sat am and did 18 hours straight with one break to look at a terrible tourist stop and eat some veggie burgers at ruby tuesdays. there was lots of singing and rediculousless... and then we were home at 4am (her place) i came to the woods on monday after lunch with mother. she missed me i guess... she is welcoming her home to me while i get back on my feet. that is nice.. i just want to stay sane too.
lara has been pullin out her contacts in nyc at places such as interbrand to see if we can hook it up with a job. i got a hold of jay verna at TracyLocke and i am excited and optomistic about that... close to home, familiar territory, good things. the city would also be exciting.. its all lookin good. i really just need a job asap i wont be ok unemployeed long, mentally and financially.
i have gone veg. i wouldnt mind stopping the milk intake cuz puss in milk is gross but i think one step at a time is good. i like fake meat products and especially like veggie burgers... i dont suppose eating them every day is good. i had two today... but just cuz im lazy and ate one at laras and one for dinner here... i didnt want to make nething else.
going to boston tomorrow, going to see heather, kara, courtney, picco, tommy, scott and dave. going to get my things back. we broke up.. another story another time, perhapsy when i dont have plans ill sit and write and refelct on it. i am still kind of sad... seeing him may or may not be hard. considering coming back for the showcase in the city with lara but trying to plan out time and legistics in my head. im worried that i will just be rushy rushy and to get back ill have to leave by 2 and that means be at daves no later than 12 and if i am going to see everyone... i dont know... i dont want to be stressed out, i should just take it easy i suppose, im not sure when ill be back up there again, especially if i get a job. and i do want to go to ptown for mem day weekend. yeah... i want to go bad, i think i should go all in... but i need to have a job first or i will not be ok.
lara cut my hair, i have bangs, they look stellar. everyone says my hair is thin and unhealthy... thats sad. i have been kind of careless about it i guss working in a deli wearing it up all the time and hardly ever conditioning.
currently toads hollow is very high up in my wine book. there is zero bite back on this and i really enjoy. i had it with my veggie burger dinner and greens with rasp. vin. dressing. OH i also washed my car today which was wonderful for me, cuz i drove past a place and i was like meh ill pay someone, but in the end i drove that sucker home and cleaned it myself :)
tonight i am going to ishota with kris and some of his peeps, i think just ainsley and wynn... eh... whatver, i owe kris some time. saw paul yesterday, hes all tan from san diego we were going to grab a drink or something, he had some chicks bday party to go to thought... so next week perhaps.
aaight, he is texting, kris i mean... time to put my face on and go out.