im not stupid
he makes it look like im the bad guy
"its so funny how jealous you are"
its only funny cuz i have a reason to be. he lies to me about where he is. he goes to see her. he texts her all the time "its about work and melissa" funny... cuz when i read them they say "are you wet" "im so excited to see you" "i dont have a girl... but we should keep this quiet around the office" "i just want a girl that i can chill with and be chill with" and... "cant wait to see you"
he lies to me.
too bad im in love with him.
i let myself love and again i set myself up for hurt.
i have not said anything.
why?
because i know what he will say "i cant even trust you, you broke my trust by looking at my texts"
he also says to me "have you looked at her lately? shes not exactly the pretties sight" but he says to her "youre amazing."
its also funny cuz hes trying to make every little thing a big thing so that he can end this and have me feel like its my fault.
he is cheating on me. if not physically... then emotionally... because no one says those things to a girl when they have a girl... he says he has no girl.... he says "we should just hook up"
i fucking hate everything.
my heart is a huge fucking mess.
"its so funny how jealous you are"
its only funny cuz i have a reason to be. he lies to me about where he is. he goes to see her. he texts her all the time "its about work and melissa" funny... cuz when i read them they say "are you wet" "im so excited to see you" "i dont have a girl... but we should keep this quiet around the office" "i just want a girl that i can chill with and be chill with" and... "cant wait to see you"
he lies to me.
too bad im in love with him.
i let myself love and again i set myself up for hurt.
i have not said anything.
why?
because i know what he will say "i cant even trust you, you broke my trust by looking at my texts"
he also says to me "have you looked at her lately? shes not exactly the pretties sight" but he says to her "youre amazing."
its also funny cuz hes trying to make every little thing a big thing so that he can end this and have me feel like its my fault.
he is cheating on me. if not physically... then emotionally... because no one says those things to a girl when they have a girl... he says he has no girl.... he says "we should just hook up"
i fucking hate everything.
my heart is a huge fucking mess.