not oh fucking k
Dinner with Aj tonight.
treats me very nice when we go out.
took me by his new place.
he will be moving there on dec16th
his [updated] release show will be {hopefully] at Felt in Boston on the 14th
dont know if i will be able to attend though because i have finals...
i cant wait to see the album though... its going to be exciting
i have to make a shirt for adam from 2adam12
kori and i are making doit shirts... its because were awesome!
this weekend should be one busy fucking shit show...
tomorrow is delaceys birthday
friday is darkroom and bball game and cocktail party
saturday away at aic in springfield
sunday fh banquet with the attendance of both mother and father
people think this is okay
THIS is not okay
people dont know...
i have not been just alone with my mother and my father [not counting therapy] since i was like 6... thats not cool. thats not okay... thats not something that i can handle.
and i have to.
and i cant even be drunk for it.
so fuck
yeah... fuck.
so i guess we will just take it as it comes.
im changing my meds tomorrow.
that should also be interesting.
fear not i will not be crazy, i will just not be suicidal...
if only people knew, and im glad they dont... beause they probably would have committed me a few fridizzledays ago....
and to conclude:
i take my coffee with skim milk and sugar, and i have 27 piercings and 7 tattoos, i like to wear big sunglasses. any day i will be most happy in jeans and a black tshirt. i like black eye liner and im almost never without it. i like to be kissed, but i hate being kissed wrong... i like long dangly earrings, and rings, and accessories... i like you, and i fear nothing more than that. i sleep enough, but its always a restless sleep, so it never counts. i like eggs over easy. i like orange juice with no pulp.
and from the other end:
i'm tired.. i hate sleeping late, but i hate waking up early. sometimes my lack of eyesight makes me feel insecure and thus i tend to walk with my head down. i have bad posture, but it doesn't matter. i have 3 minutes before i should go to bed. i enjoy movies, the kind that make you think afterwards and ask questions. i enjoy food, wine, and spirits. i'm trying to learn as many skills as possible, and will succeed at half of them which is still pretty good. one time i rode camels to the pyramids of cairo. wait that never happened.
treats me very nice when we go out.
took me by his new place.
he will be moving there on dec16th
his [updated] release show will be {hopefully] at Felt in Boston on the 14th
dont know if i will be able to attend though because i have finals...
i cant wait to see the album though... its going to be exciting
i have to make a shirt for adam from 2adam12
kori and i are making doit shirts... its because were awesome!
this weekend should be one busy fucking shit show...
tomorrow is delaceys birthday
friday is darkroom and bball game and cocktail party
saturday away at aic in springfield
sunday fh banquet with the attendance of both mother and father
people think this is okay
THIS is not okay
people dont know...
i have not been just alone with my mother and my father [not counting therapy] since i was like 6... thats not cool. thats not okay... thats not something that i can handle.
and i have to.
and i cant even be drunk for it.
so fuck
yeah... fuck.
so i guess we will just take it as it comes.
im changing my meds tomorrow.
that should also be interesting.
fear not i will not be crazy, i will just not be suicidal...
if only people knew, and im glad they dont... beause they probably would have committed me a few fridizzledays ago....
and to conclude:
i take my coffee with skim milk and sugar, and i have 27 piercings and 7 tattoos, i like to wear big sunglasses. any day i will be most happy in jeans and a black tshirt. i like black eye liner and im almost never without it. i like to be kissed, but i hate being kissed wrong... i like long dangly earrings, and rings, and accessories... i like you, and i fear nothing more than that. i sleep enough, but its always a restless sleep, so it never counts. i like eggs over easy. i like orange juice with no pulp.
and from the other end:
i'm tired.. i hate sleeping late, but i hate waking up early. sometimes my lack of eyesight makes me feel insecure and thus i tend to walk with my head down. i have bad posture, but it doesn't matter. i have 3 minutes before i should go to bed. i enjoy movies, the kind that make you think afterwards and ask questions. i enjoy food, wine, and spirits. i'm trying to learn as many skills as possible, and will succeed at half of them which is still pretty good. one time i rode camels to the pyramids of cairo. wait that never happened.