and life goes on...
today he wrote a song about me.
today i smiled for that reason.
"ill learn that song for my girl"
"cuz shes sweet"
"you have a girl?"
"yeah"
"she confides in me to learn her guilty pleasures, like country"
"she knows her secret is safe"
today i got my review for my final in phil of ed.
today i got my take home for my analytic final
today i finished my lab report for sensation and perception lab
today is the last day of my life.
i was kidding, but seriously... shits going down.
saturday im looking forward to. after bball kori and i are going to get tshirt making thinkgs, and tshirts, and i think beverages... and DO IT. were making shirts. i will also be making a shirt for adam from 2adam12 and ajs band. im pumped because weve been talking about it for a while.
aj just moved down the street in andover, so were going to get together sat night. i got him some things for his new place. two new cook books [ones that my father had when he was alone for the first time] and a framed pic of his album cover.
breathing in... just to breathe in at this point. cuz i can.
the amb and screw treat me well on this fine night. and kori made cinabuns which remind me of the old times...
" i could certainly picture myself with you"
i got that...
what does one do with thatttt
one freaks out. no: one reminds themself that they lack the ability to feel anything for anyone of the opposite sex. not in a homosexual or a sexual way, in a way that... i feel sometimes like ive been hurt so much that its all over for me. its... alll... overrrrr
im ready to pull off the bullshit week in my life
step it up
step it up
just fucking step it up
im going to fuck up my finals... fuck them im gettin As
confirmed. really likes me.
scared on this part. fuck. cant do this. cant do it.
today i smiled for that reason.
"ill learn that song for my girl"
"cuz shes sweet"
"you have a girl?"
"yeah"
"she confides in me to learn her guilty pleasures, like country"
"she knows her secret is safe"
today i got my review for my final in phil of ed.
today i got my take home for my analytic final
today i finished my lab report for sensation and perception lab
today is the last day of my life.
i was kidding, but seriously... shits going down.
saturday im looking forward to. after bball kori and i are going to get tshirt making thinkgs, and tshirts, and i think beverages... and DO IT. were making shirts. i will also be making a shirt for adam from 2adam12 and ajs band. im pumped because weve been talking about it for a while.
aj just moved down the street in andover, so were going to get together sat night. i got him some things for his new place. two new cook books [ones that my father had when he was alone for the first time] and a framed pic of his album cover.
breathing in... just to breathe in at this point. cuz i can.
the amb and screw treat me well on this fine night. and kori made cinabuns which remind me of the old times...
" i could certainly picture myself with you"
i got that...
what does one do with thatttt
one freaks out. no: one reminds themself that they lack the ability to feel anything for anyone of the opposite sex. not in a homosexual or a sexual way, in a way that... i feel sometimes like ive been hurt so much that its all over for me. its... alll... overrrrr
im ready to pull off the bullshit week in my life
step it up
step it up
just fucking step it up
im going to fuck up my finals... fuck them im gettin As
confirmed. really likes me.
scared on this part. fuck. cant do this. cant do it.